here's a supposedly long post
ive finally realized that happiness can not be found in how pretty you are. its in the people in your life. some people are happy to have these people, and all you can do is to take care of them. every single one of them.
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jasmine started this highly amusing yet wickedly cruel policy thing: its the anti-orc organization whatever. my sister will burn in hell. but i love her nonetheless. and it amuses me.
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pe starts tomorrow.
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pictionary
lookie!!
look at us watch geno walk and watch our amazement.
and do look how geno walks. he deserves the amazement, doesnt he?
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hoe may gad! the blog layout does not suck and everyone says so. that so uninspires me to make another layout. in a good way, mind you.
but i have to!!
this isnt it yet, girls and boys. i can whip up something better. just give me time (lots) to:
1. download brushes
2. figure out how to keep everything in the middle
3. figure out css of blogs that doesnt need to be boxed up
4. figure out how the "previous entries" link shit works
5. create a perfectly divided ish layout
6. with a banner that i can alter in accord to my seasonal whims.
thats lotsa work, mind you. but its summer. and well, i just soo have to.
i have to do this for myself, for my perfectly perfect blog, and a little bit for anyone willing enough to read. :D
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unfancy
this layout was done in more or less an hour.
its the cleanest, boringest, and laziest layout in the whole wide world. but i really am tired of the old layout, and this looks KINDA pretty too. i mean consider that i did not use any fancy brush on this. and no fancy css. and no fancy pictures.
and yeah, it looks trashy on internet explorer. do yourself a favor and get a firefox. explorer, is like, so yesterday.
im just soooooooooooooooo heartbroken right now. its catching up on me, everything, isnt it.
and im tired and pissed and crazy. and desperate.
i dont even want to write right now. emo emo emo. slash slash slash. drunk drunk drunk. sleep sleep sleep. sleep the sorrows away (but you cant because you have insomnia.)
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this is the weakest ive ever been. and ive never felt so alive.
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shut off shut off shut off shut off.
give up, yet?
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chicken pox part2
im very very very proud to announce that i can now fully dismiss the posiblity na kinukulam ako. i mean, with all the people ive been mean to, its kinda hard to pin point who could possibly have had me hexed, right.
but then again. i have shingles. bulutong part2. look it up on the net. shingles. they took me to the hospital, out of vanity, ans=d figured ive got shingles. it sounds sooo cuuutteee. i like saying it over and over again. *shingles* *shingles* *shingles*. :)
but cute as it sounds, its soo haaarrrddd :(. cry cry. and its spreading all over. cry cry. AND GROWING TOO! CRY CRY CRY SOB SOB SOB!!!
to halt all the OTHER possible damages, they've put me under medication, which to my surprise, costs an arm and leg. other than that, i am under house arrest. except perhaps tomorrow where ill be walking like a plague all over ust.
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me and my friends should organize some sort of weekly ritual, yknow. maybe, umm poker night at gel's. or if you want it more interesting, strip poker night. strip poker night with lots of alcohol, so you can blame whatever deed on alcohol and remain guilt free forever. PLEASE GUYS! i dont care if its monopoly night or have it at day, even... just get me out of the house. though, i have to deal with this horrendous shingles. :( grr.
i cant believe im thinking of strip poker when ive got fucking boils all over. i dont even play poker!
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beach and socialization
what would make me happy?
really, a trip to some CLEAN and unpopulated beach would make me very happy. but i have to be with my friends, not with my family. beccaauuusee that would be the bestest best, wouldn't it?
so you guys, please organize an outing. im willing to be beg or trade my soul to the 'rents for an overnight in some kick-ass beach. actually, it doesnt even matter if the beach is "kickass"... i just wanna get out of manila already. with you guys. agghh. pleasepleasepleaseplease pretty pretty pretty please.
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if ive been nice to people back then, id be having a fair amount of friends right now, and a group of them would be bound to invite me to the beach. ugghhh... to bad, i was such a wicked witch then.
okkaaayyy.. so now, im changing for the better. i'll be using the macci charm (whatever that means) on people again. actuallly, i think ive been using that recently (not working too well). waahhh.. but sometimes i just cant help rolling my eyes and cringeing when people, mostly strangers, does the worst things. or i'll just space out and think of something else while talking to people.
sometimes, i wonder why i keep on tryig to socialize. i mean, honestly, ive perfectly got a great amount of friends, inside and outside of school. i know it's BEEN "quanitity over quality", but god's just so nice to me and gave me both (ample quantities of quality friends). maybe He gave good friends as a way to compensate to His not giving me much height. or to compensate for my lack of dance skills. or possibly to compensate for the lack of timing joke-wise.
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itch (for real)
im scared that i might turn into the mean girl i once was. really. im scared of other things too, like not having 'him' back, some awful itch on my back, boredom, yadyadyada.
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ive got the most hideous itch on the planet. i swear. there'a a patch of it on my back and its sprinkled on half of my shoulders.
:(
they burn and itch. but what's worse is they look so gross and i am so bothered, because it wont go away just yet. sniff sniff. im scared. :(
possible causes of the dreadul itch:
1. too much alcohol. well, more off too much variety of alcohol, and probably a mixture of it triggers an allergic reaction
2. the grass
3. some insect might have crawled its way on my skin and found it a worthy victim
4. too much sleeping pills. or my body being dependent on it antiallergic properties.
5. allergy over something else
6. im so scared na baka kinukulam na ko. :(
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btw, despite the dreadful itch, or the "kati ng lagim" as i my family puts it, IVE GONE BIKINI SHOPPING TODAY! yipppeee!! you know i live for this kind of stuff. and i found the perfect one! well, they're are three of them actually. AND ITS JUST SOO PERFECT. WAAH.
however, as much as i want to post the pics here... HELLLOOOO!
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hmmmm.. as you may all have noticed (and ive just recently), i never give a guy's name out in my blog. except infamous paolo's, you know, the exie. aside from that, i never give out the nasty details of any fight with whoever. or well, not much detail detail detail about me at all.
my blogging revolves around haircuts, shoppings, bitterness, parties, insecurities, passion, insomnia and other weird pettyness of any sort.
i do this for so many reasons. and i think ive forgotten most of it. the best i can think of right now are as follows: because ive always loved to write, out of sheer boredom, due to my need to have an outlet for all the narcism i have in my system.
and as usual, i dont end my blog entry the way i planned to. hmpf.
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