for the longest time, ive never really told someone what happened about MY day (or anybody's day for that matter. duh! why would i write about someone's day when i dont even write about my own?)


i woke up at whatsoever time. i honestly can not remember. as usual, i call paolo the moment i wake up, just so that i can bother someone. awwww, im so sweet. i totally deserve a nice xmas gift for being sweeet (...and needy. hello. im with him all day and check up on him every 3 hours or so. that's pretty psycho.)


i drink taho for breakfast. i have extreme breakfast moods. its either i eat a whole lot, or a barely eat anything. most of the time, i drink a glass of water for breakfast. ugh. loser. im not ana (anorexic), ok? i just have very little appetite for everything PLUS my metabolism's fast. sometimes its a gift. im model skinny, believe it or not. and well, im trying to gain weight, because im a real human being. geno will hate reading this haha.


after lying to my mom about me having breakfast, i take a shower (without shampooing my hair. thats a cosmo/salon advice. do not wash your hair everyday. unhealthy. makes it dry. condition daily though. better yet, use intense moisturizing treatment ALL the time. is that unhealthy?), brush my teeth (apple-mint fresh) (realized i left my retainers downstairs. wrapped in tissue. on the dining table. ew. gross. ew. im telling people about it. ugh), skin care, makeup, yadayadayada morning stuff.

after lots of changes, whining, and stealing clothes from my sis's closet, i end up wearing the denim skinny's pao gave me, julia's black mickey mouse shirt, new gray chucks (my current fave fave. bet pao loves it too), new orange socks, the vintage (e.g. old) guess brown leather gold watch, white string bracelets, 10php worth of bead bracelet, some guy's tiger-eye bead bracelet, the anklet pao gave me that im forbidden to detach from my body, like, ever and the slightly year old levi's body bag. plus tan scarf. and oh yeah, classic yet cheap aviator shades.


(ummm, im starting to get tired of this post)



i went with my friends to antiplo to distribute groceries to the poor. or need, as we now call them. "less fortnate" as ludai claims.

i got to g4 to find pao's and my folks gifts, fix and upgrade richard the laptop, and help nica find cheap skinnys. we're not looking for perfect skinnys yet. not yet. the time will come someday.


went to lp, where i was thankfully bombarded with "you got prettier" statements from my balikbayan tita. (in my heart im rejoicing in delight and pride) yadayadayada.

went home. talked to my lola on the phone. got tricked that my sis got an ipod classic from her bf for xmas. called pao. failed. and blogged.


god im poofed.


ughh.

i love you my dear, readers. (all three or four of you!) merry xmas. im sorry im such a bore. mwah! :*

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on most days i am compelled to write any shit at all in my blog. but my drive isnt great enough for me to act on it, and besides, as much as i have lots and lots to say, i dont know which will go first and which will i put more stress on. and they are, as ive said, all shit anyways.

...


i dont think no one really knows anyone. not even one's self. it sounds like some emo-psycho jack-ass futile theory, but with further explanation (which i will not be granting), it might actually make sense.

ugh. emo.


...


its chritsmas.

whoopeedo.

what do you give someone who's already have everything?

princesses.


there's always something you can give to someone, you know that. some people needs the things money cant buy, and some people love the things money can. im both.


...

i'll be writing about resolutions soon. hopefully, ill be less sulky then. im not gloomy, i just sulk a lot because its soooo relaxing.

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real.

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tsk tsk tsk

ookkaayy.. so i know i should be over with the braces stuff already (which i really am, trust me) but something else is bothering me big time.

retainers.

ugh.

i am quite unable to properly pronounce any word that has an 's' in it. and this is very much bothering my jokes, my declarations, may pacute, EVERYTHING!! i am losing THE touch, whatever that is, because of my inability to speak like a normal person.

hmpf.


...

joycee gave me gonuts planner. yehey! seriously, i was planning on using starbux. but i kinda think that the gonuts ones are better, because obviously its gonna last longer. basta.

that doesnt mean that starbucks is bad though, because, well it is pretty. posh.

but who cares about posh now? i just want to write. write write write. like the macci that i am.

and its difficult to find a good planner these days, really. this is (kinda) the best it can get. and besides, if all else fails, edi ill have multiple planners. not bad.

...


people lke geno are the best people to give gifts to. because super dali nila regaluhan. PLUSSSS, they're always so greatful!

they make people who aims for the the perfect gifts happy. smile smile.

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i want ice cream.

right now.

there's a tube of ice cream in the fridge that's been there for a week already. when i already felt the crave, i find out that there'r like two spoonfuls left. :(

..

i bought rubik's cube sa kanto at espana. within 15 mins of buying it, nakalas cia. when i got home, i was able to fix it. then nakalas cia twice, which i was able to fix. but on the third time, nabali na ung plastic sa loob.

amp.

thats what you get for spending 35php on something that usually costs 120.

...

i love you veryy veryy veryy much. i love you. i love you. and i love you. i just soo dont know how to say it. and im not sure how to show it. but i do.

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my braces-lessness issues are finally done and definitely over with. all i have to do now is be happy.

...


im finally doing my plate. yippee!

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:D

the secret's out.

i no longer have braces! yippeee! 6 years of daily extra tinga finally finally finally paid off! taddah!






i was about to post a y2k picture of me but decided against it because i looked like shit. i can not believe i was able to gain confidence looking like that! i even snagged a cute boyfriend!


...

to cut it short, people dont even notice it that much. i got more attention for chopping my hair, which took more or less 30 mins, than getting my braces removed which consumed more than 6 years of my life. well, i know that paolo's teeth will always be better, but well, i never had really killer smile until now.

omg, im so yabang. full of really hot air. people are probably wishing i drop dead now.

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f. insomnia

i havent been getting good sleep recently. the most ive got in the past week is a straight five-hour of sleep. and to think, walang pasok for four days. wtf is wrong with me?

now im so tired and stressed and moody. and my skin is getting bad. :( ughhh.

ive tried everything... counting my heartbeat, milk, sleeping aids. ive actually been scouting around mercury drugstores for Tylenol PM since Sleepasil (an herbal sleeping aid) does not do anything for me. turns out, its only available abroad, and the philippines, being a lowly third world, does not have the economic rights for variations in terms of cosmetics and medicine. (wtf am i saying again?) i close my eyes for 30 mins, and im still as awake as 30 mins before.

i really really really do need to see a doctor. but my mom's too busy with lots of stuff to take me to a doctor.


i neeeeedd sleep. but i dont really know how to get it. :( siiiggghhhhh.. im so tired of this. sino ba kasi nagpauso ng insmonia na yan e, and the thing is some fucking people think its cute. that it's cool. argggh... and they pretend that they're insomniac too. i just wanna strangle them! some people are struggling to get a good night's sleep, tossing and turning, taking useless tablets, drinking glass after glass of milk, switching rooms, fighting with their boyfriends so that they can have a nice sleep, (heck i even forced myself to watch tv!) and some of you keep yourself awake to be able to say that you're one!


well, it actually makes me better that there are some people out there who are genuinely like myself, so i guess i really shouldn't complain. its just depressing that i dont have anyone to talk to because all of you are fucking asleep!!!

i just wanna sleep now! how could it be that im tired as hell, but when i hit my bed, i shut my eyes and naddah. i just really really really reallyyy wannna sleep... :'( *cry cry*

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platey plates

ookaaaayyy...

im writing this down to get that eeerie feeling off my system.

in the past four days, i have not finished a single plate. and i have 4 hours until sleeping time, and i stil have nothing for tomorrow. no proposals, no finalized proposal, and no idea at all.


but i am happy.


i dont very much have a laptop anymore, but then, i still find a way to distract myself from plate making. hardeharhar. and im not even panicking!



...am i getting undiligent.


well, see.. i stil dont have that DL mojo back. i mean, last sem, i started it right. then, i lost the drive for a while because of stress(ish) issues. now, im just too kampante.

okay, now im panicking.

but im still blogging.

which is so irresposible of me.


i wanna go to school already! :D

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:* kishy

ive got a secret and i wont tell. :D

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