its long and insignificant. this would bore you completely. and to save you the time, stop reading, as this is really really not interesting!




60% of my time at home is spent over obsessing about fashion, or about being fashionable. grabe! i know i should stop it already. dr.house said that having an addiction is not necessarily a problem, but in my case, i guess it is. ive become less productive. i spend an hour infront of the mirror once a week and an average of an hour surfing the net and reading about fashion daily. and to think, i dont even watch tv because i want the time! i need the time.

at the moment im craving, itching, dying for a pair of flats from sapato manila, a fashion magazine is propped on my lap, and im going crazy.

geno's starting a fashion blog. ive always thought of starting one, but i dont think im quite ready for that yet. i cant just write about fashion and fashion alone. that's not vast enough for me, though it does consume an awful lot of posts. awful awful lot, it does!

pao, on the other hand, says enough is enough. my mom knows i just addoorreee fashion. more than anything else, i guess, its the art i get to indulge in the most. but she doesnt know that i have a problem already!

maybe its not a problem... maybe im just over reacting, and im just scared of losing money! ofcourse, that must be it. but if it isnt a problem, how come i keep on promising myself that the previous buy would be the last buy until summer, then splurge on another item. AND TO THINK I BARELY GET TO DRESS UP!



get a hold of yourself, will you please. first of all, even if you can afford these stuff, that doesnt mean you have to! seriously, you wont die if you dont get to buy those pair of shoes! you've got a couple of dozen useable and still stylish footwear tucked in the shoe closets! im not being cocky about it, since more than half of these are more than two years old, but for the love of god, why dont you start using them for a change. you've got a knack for old things and they arent half bad!







deeep breaathhh..... if it fits you well and it looks perfect on you, go buy it BUT LET IT BE THE LAST BUY TILL THE END OF THE SEM! save up for bora!! get someone else to buy you havaianas... and besides havaianas are almost out! its either them or havaianas or none... not both!


and stop thinking about it.

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to geno

"At that very instant, while staring at the italicized fonts, I understood why I was different. I belonged to a "cursed" breed, an army of connoisseurs who live for fashion; afflicted with an acute sense when it comes to spotting trends and appreciating details, that the idea of mainstream horrifies them."


august on manilafashionobserver.blogspot.com

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fine then.

fine. i dont care anymore. to tell you the whole truth, im affected. AND THATS BECAUSE, IN SOME RARE PEOPLE'S CASE, I TURN INTO THIS ACTUALLY NICE PERSON. not to everyone, but i guess to these rare some people i will be. but i am a demanding heck of a bitch, aint i?

ive been trying, not too hard... ive been trying for too long already.

im done with it. i dont care. i used to, i really did. i still do, to be frank, but just to the extent of politeness.

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pleassseeeeeeeeeeee stop me from cutting my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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supposed resolutions.

if there's something about louise i very much like, it would be her ability to shut up (which ive never been, in my whole life apt at) and her disregard of what people think about her.

that, my dear readers, is 2007 resolution no.1.

1. NOT BE LOUD!

so, about the fact that im very much unlikeable. i dont really know if ive already decided to live with it yet. the verity that there's not gray area between the options of LIKING MACCI A GREAT DEAL and HATING MACCI WITH ALL YOUR SOUL, it brings very little comfort. i know i have enough people to like me, that makes me secure.

BUT OMFG!!, WHAT THE HELL'S WRONG WITH ME! well, to be honest, their really is a great variety of reasons to hate me. you can choose which of these is most convenient of you to hate, or better yet make a combo! add one fault to another.

im tactless, loud, obnoxious, judegmental, superficial, uneasy to please, bullying, insecure, too secure, airy, corny, cocky, overconfident, mayabang, selfish, insensitive, demanding, bossy, obsessive compulsive, weird, unmanageable, envious, materialistic, unladylike, vain, irresponsible, too outspoken, magastos, forgetful, liberated, too free-thinking, moody, luxurious, clumsy, nakakasawa, temperemental, undemure, complicated, AND SO ON!!!!!!! SUPER DAMI PA! KIDDING ASIDEE! and set them all up with a pair of eyes which automatically makes irap or does the ever so popular "elevator eyes".

my friends, new and old, would agree is i say that im "too much". macci in overwhelming doses is just toxic.

i think ive just lost all the wonderful traits i used to have. i used to have the knack of making people happy... NOT LAUGH! just happy. i used to be very thoughtful. i used to be very smart. i used to get people whom i want to like me, like me (even if ive been so good at making people i want to hate me hate me ever since. lets call it a talent).

ohhh fuck. in the end, as usual, ill just MAKE MYSELF BELIEVE, that these, everythinG!, these faults are what make me interesting.

im not in the mood to make any more resolutions now. id end up being a good person, if i do. and that wouldnt be macci at all, would it?

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my bad

last year has taught me or rather imbibed on me so many bad values i wish i never did.

first and foremost, it taught me to be plastic. fuck fuck fuck. ive been known in highschool as the girl with such great frankness, or as some would claim, tactlessness, that being plastic is something i will not be able to do.

but when 2006 came, i went on backstabbing people, just for the knack of it, and virtually referring to it as mere recreational activity. ampotcha!

i dont care if everyone says that if you daont have nice things to say, itd be better for you to shut the hell up. goodness knows thatd do no good. i prefer to claim only the things na mapanindigan ko. back in my more sensible days, i could go on people teling things i dont like about them IN THEIR FACES! fuck, ive been hired at a time to tell someone how her putok's been pestering the main aisle of the classroom. and now, i just go silent when they come around knowing that there's something about them i do not like and id never discuss it with them ever.

im not referring to the putok, per se, im referring to everything!!!!


I KNOW IM PLASTIC AND I KNOW IT!!! AND I DONT LIKE IT AT ALL BECAUSE I KNOW I COULD LIVE JUST THE SAME NORMAL LIFE WITHOUT ME BEING ONE!!

yesterday, while hanging around someone i 'quite' didnt like overheard me saying something mean. as usual it wasnt meant to be said in her face, but i guess, since im turning in a new leaf, id as much as apologize if needed. no problem with that.

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I WANT TO GO OUT ALREADY........ MY LIFE'S MONTONOUS.

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