i miss dressing up.

let me rephrase that, I FUCKING MISS DRESSING UP! i've just read friend of mine's blog and she went to this event or whatever and they're all dressed up. im officially socially deprived. stupid uniforms. stupid stupid plates.

my parents are just SOOO proud of me. quoting them, subsob na ko s pagaaral! all i've been doing these days are bumming around, surfing the net, eating a little and drawing. seriously. that's it. i haven't accomplished much today though. very unproductive of me! im so not in the mood.

by the way, to those who would want to buy my soul or something, i just cost a measy Sony Ericsson Z520i. please please please give me one. my mobile's is the epitome of disgusting. im so not in the mood to text anymore. see here for details. you're so going to fall in love with her, just the same.

awww!! my next fone's going to be a girl! ahihihi.. i've been so used to assigning gender to stuff. this laptop's a guy, he's name's richard. my current cellphone is also a guy, and his name, is also richard. i've got such an imagination when it comes to naming gadget, dont you agree?

some guy in ebay is selling his for 6500php!!! how cheap is that!! but it's obviously not brand new! and very very suspicious.

im having a new laptop by the end of july btw. ayipeee!! ill have the ibook g4 i've always wanted. BUT, im growing fond of richard the laptop, seriously. he's been really nice to me, and HE RUNS ON WINDOWS. i have no idea how macintosh's OS works! it's like being an amateur again. i've been doing a lot of adjustments lately, i dont know if i can handle more.

o well, i'd still love to have a g4.


i've been wondering lately, what if i dont become rich in the near future. I'VE ALWAYS AIMED AT BEING ABSURDLY RICH AND SUCCESSFUL. WHAT IF I NEVER EVER GET TO PURCHASE MY OWN CHANEL BAG AND PRADA SHOES IN THE FUTURE??? isn't that just so sad???

what a life being an artist is, :(

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On Induction to orgs and profound gaeity

i've just gotten in TWG (Thomasian Writer's Guild or twigi as they refer to it.) 42 something out of 250 applicants? ARE THEY SURE!?! all of which ae fans of EDGAR ALLAN POE, NICK JOAQUIN, and other classic writers who never makes anyone laugh. though, their taste in books might vastly vary from their taste of fun. these people claim to drink as much as they write.

as we all may be informed of, writers just loove blogging. it's like an outlet, as 'beth' says.

induction just means that I HAVE TO MAKE MORE SENSIBLE ENTRIES AND QUIT JUST POURING MY SOUL IN MERE WEBLOG!! i've heard so many tales about blogs getting the falacious users in trouble. good thing for me, im not 'falacious' (i'm not even sure how to use the word, btw.), but a little desperate in trying to write good. not now though, im just letting things get off me.

fuck! what am i saying. having potential ACTUAL readers makes me feel ever so conscious.




so anyway, as you all might be visting this page to catch a glimpse of the most INTERERESTING AND COLORFUL LIFE EVER, TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL, WITH FEELINGS, i'll do my best to conform with your expectations.

as most of my block friends may know, pao and i had a fight because of his severe addiction to computer games. EEEWWW!! it's the first time ever in the history of us that i've allowed an argument to exist overnight. he deserved it.

i've been acting cold until the day after. well that was before i found roses and a not-very fresh bag of pan de manila on my bed that night. awwwwwww!



even if he can be such a bitch, i'd cut him some slack. i mean, he is MY sweet bitch, isn't he. :D


here's the best work i've ever made since forever. i know the arms look weird, but IT'S CALLED FORESHORTENING YOU AESTHETICALLY IGNORANT FOOLS!



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i almost look as pretty as geno does. ahihihi. well, just almost.

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New Label

isn't this just so cute. i'd be labeling all my artsy fartsy materials with this:




by the looks of this sketches (all doodles from a single sketch pad page fyi!), i might be able to make it:

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Update 07.14

am i fucking talentless???

am i?

really really??

well, i guess im not very good with illustrations. i hate being second best. BUT IM NOT EVEN SECOND BEST!! IM LIGHTYEARS AWAY FROM BEING SECOND BEST!!

IM THE WORST TALENTLESS ILLUSTRATOR IN THE WHOLE OF AD1!!

maybe i do kinda excel in some other things. maybe designing. i dont know yet. i am part of writer's guild, so i MUST be good in writing right? stupid assumptions of mine.

speaking of assumptions, they're getting me in trouble. my stupid assumptions get through my head and i start expecting things i shouldn't be expecting in the first place.

mil says i sound mad. maybe i should stop being such a pessimist and start adapting:

TERESA NG'S CONCEPTS OF OPTIMISM:

(soon... next post)

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Update 07.06

i want to quit ranting about how college can pretty much suck and pretty much be just fine. i dont know... but i defifnitely know it's taking a toll on my writing. i said ages before that i wouldn't bargain with any ethereal deity in terms of my writing skills, i mean, like exchange of illustrating skills. who cares? i chose adver arts, but i still like writing.

bah! what does it matter. i like dressing up for college. i'm nearly halfway of sporting bags and earrings and the such. not enough shoes though. i need shoes and slacks. i need so many things.

i've started making accesories again. i know it's stupid (very like this post), but i like it. i still have so much work to do. lettering plate, anatomy plate, fil hw, and a lot of practice. i dunno. i dont seem to have time for practice.


chismax!: i have a crush on this guy in my block and 70% of the class populaton is well-informed of it. heck it doesn't matter. i have a honey, and im not planning on letting go ever... but i just want to comment this guy how cute he is SOMETIMES and how nice he seems... really nice... and how he sends this minor shocks of electricity something through my insides. something like that. it's called kilig. i think. but i've been kilig so much better than that!!! haha!

well, honey, if you're reading it, good for you. it's just a crush! mwah mwah mwah.


i've got friends, btw. i like them. a lot. :) they make me happy. that's what friends are for, well aside from keeping you from being a loner and influencing you greatly. friends are there to make you feel happy.


i love you these guys. :)

p.s. i have less time and eagerness for this blog at the moment

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Tagged

i am not planning on tagging anybody else, but still execute the other tag instructions:

1. i hate it when i spend to much on really useless things
2. i hate it when i lie to impress people even if the lie's more than half true
3. i hate it when i get insecure
4. i hate it when i embarass others by being really tactless
5. i hate it when i let my bad mood get through me
6. i hate it when i get fucking eyebags

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