i need to learn to be polite, dont i?
but i still need to be assertive.
go figure.
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The spoiled brat who never gets her way anyway
me.
how did i become spoiled??? i dont even get what i want.
ever.
well, maybe i sometimes do.
but well...
the answer to everything is to not want anything at all. but fuck, ive a got a reputation to keep: as a fashionista, prima donna, etc. you name it.
but i do believe ive grown better. :D
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On my FAshion assignments and the such.
i've been doing my fashion assignments lately and ive been very happy with how its going.
before:
after:
which do you like better? the long hassle-free, tousle-able, yet old-style hair? or the short, stylish, oomph hair which takes an hour and a half to make perfect?
check the following links:
fahsionable nacionalistas
collection of the cutest no-so-well-known international designers
i love you store, no less
fashion blog
ok, so even if im a fashion devout, this will not be a fashion blog, same as last link. this will remain to be the boring typical-superficial-bitchy-spoiledbrats's outlet. no one minds that, right?
anyone out there please get me a gray wrap. any of these will do:
this one from old navy or this one from Nicholas K Horatio.
i also need a humongous bag! i'd love a duffel and a really huge hobo. id appreciate faded leather or canvas. i need heels and flats. round toe pumps, no wedges please (not my style). an oversized shirt, funky! oh, and black ang white adidas sneaks! :D im 5 and a half, do something about it. ;D
yeah ok that's it.
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i love up dharma down
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I want her to feel that she's as worthless as ass fashionwise
The dkny bag, heels, skinny jeans, cashmere top??
ooh boy. gotta dress up!
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what's left to do this sem break?
1. fix my clothes
2. fix my room
3. organize accessories and bags
4. read atleast three more books
5. have nice nails
6. dress up
7. eat at tazina with paolo
8. drink up with the highschool buds
9. DO SOMETHING FUN FOR HALLOWEEN
10. eastwood
11. greenhills
12. bond with sisters
13. eat crepe
14. be rude to ate tina, the bitch of a househelp she is.
15. use mommy's dkny bag somewhere
16. watch an audrey hepburn movie
17. fill my computers with song
18. get latest wmp and all the quick time and i-tunes the pc needs
19. write a nice post
20. fix my blog's profile
21. FIX MY HAIR!!
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....
ok.
the househelps are being nicer to me this day. maybe it helped that i complained (with acompanying tears) and had ma talk to them. now they treat me and my sisters as if we're actually human beings. it feels like we actually are the house owners!
so jin's debut was really fun. ok not REALLY fun, but FUN nonetheless.
im currently loving jack's loft. especially where we sat. it kinda reminds me of tazina. tazina with beer and everything.
another current perk is rum coke (introduced by no other than the infamous emo-ed "i love you store"). it's a bit too strong for me, to tell you the truth, but it tastes nice. and its so girly. i mean, why would i guy order rum coke if he can have hardcore rum?
so as far as my week's going, im having fun. i wish i accomplish more stuff, but 24hours just isnt enough. :D
p.s. i miss my old kada. i miss sobs. :(
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...
i've been on holiday for a week already but i havent posted anything decent or anything of the slightest importance yet. i know i promised to spoil you, "big time", but i havent had the time to do so.
even on a semester break im busy. but not busy in a stressful way. ive been going out, all prepped up, on dates, gimiks, and on chores.
things i have to do by tonight:
1. call lally and inform her of THE incident and promenade on wed afternoon
2. call dada and informe her on promenade wed afternoon. dont forget pepelepepew involvement fact.
3. call someone else to be informed with regards of promenade wed afternoon.
4. figure out who that someone is.
5. decide whether a new pair of brown havaianas is investment
6. convince my folks to buy me a new pair of jeans
7. confirm ortho on tuesday
8. find something to wear for tomorrow
9. call pau.
10. fix bags!!!
11. blog again when i get home
12. buy cute mouse pad
13. find or create pretty wallpaper
14. do something sweet
15. red nail-polish
16. decide whether solo khakis are cute enough and its worth 1kphp
17. books
i need money!!
if i get the remaining 50$ from lola's box, ill be buying the pants, another pair of jeans, havaianas, a nice pair of tweezers and a book. if. :D
fine, maybe not the havaianas.
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i still cant get over it. its my fault. nica says im shit.
gotta go take a shower and make myself pretty. :D i need a new dress.. whitw or cream colored... do somthing about it!
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bad day. or its just different.
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Minus the pretensions
seriously, there is no doubt that i am hotter than most girls. call me an egoist if you wish, but there is no other way to put it. i am hot.
these such claims are my front against my interpersonal insecurities. i am insecure. most kikay girl... well, mostly everybody, are insecure. the only difference i have from the rest of the world is sincere, cynical, and well-said honesty. i am naturally blunt, but my ways are just fine.
so pretty, i may be. i cut my hair real short. which i like by-the-way. filipino guys like the quite curvy or quite skinny, fair-skinned, chinita, with long rebonded hair. or rocky mistizas, with bangles of black hanging on both wrists and heavy belts. filipino guys like quiet, simple, plain and mahinhin girls.
all of which arent me. and i love it!
i like being crushable, but being likeable isnt my trip.
why im writing this? to justify my egoist nature.
i love this blog.
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21st century decalogue!
got this from a friend's multiply. thanks wem, :*
you're gonna love this. 90% true!!
This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. and he's pretty damn good, with women..
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do.
2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mad.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat.
4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.
5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did. If you DO sleep with them, DON'T tell your friends that you did.
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.
11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy..
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, ONE OF HIS SWEATSHIRTS, and a really PRETTY RING. Even if it's not a serious relationship.
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.
15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, PULL YOUR GIRLFRIEND CLOSER.
16. NEVER, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.
19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.
20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.
21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.
22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them WITHOUT being asked.
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.
27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.
28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.
29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt her more if you draw it out.
30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.
31. NEVER, and i mean NEVER make her do anything she doesn't wanna do. Becauseif you do she'll think that you're only after one thing.
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one more plate to go, then id be spoiling this blog big time again...
:D
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generally, i dont like u around
specifically, not ver near me
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contentment
sarap.
looking for foreshortening reference for anatomy. music tripping in one ear. starbucks planner on left bed table. chalk magazine hidden somewhere around the room (so as not to destruct me). dated pao. :) bought a book and his magazine. my sisters constantly entering my room to confide. both. two more plates to go. three finals. nice friends. FASHIONABLE SELF. pretty. smart. superior iq (got it? flaunt it! :P) alotof food downstairs. cool. no classes tomorrow morning. bamboo's voice in my right ear. "whats money or? ... take the poll and let it rise, as long as i have you by my side. so tell me what you want... ". ALAVET!
SARAP!
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Artistry
question: why didn't you take anything literature-related in college if you already knew that you looove writing?
answer: because you suck.
i suck. generally, that's why im never happy.
fine arts are for stupid people. ugh! id rather use my brain than go into inhumane labor. 24/7 (LITERALLY) plate completion isn't for me. before i even brush my teeth and wash my face in the morning, im infront of a drafting table and palettes of poster color.
question: if i hate this so much, why dont i shift?????
answer: because you suck.
shifting is hell. its a nightmare. its not just as risk, its almost like gambling your soul to the devil. shifters are advocates of evil. saddists who just looove challenge. ironically, they are OPTIMISTIC people who likes tiring themselves to death.
question: why aren't you doing your plate right now???
answer: because i suck so bad that i have no time to do anything else but suck.
suckity-suckity suck. you freaking sloth, you!
im always in this enigmatic interpersonal battle on love and hate of CFAD. all i do in this blog is complain. or complain that im complaining too much. oh well, who cares!?!
DISCLAIMER!:
but i am getting good, believe it or not. :P im almost an average artist.
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