the perfect set of words to describe this day and
    the upcoming days of this so-called life.

    GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

    TANGINATANGINATANGINATANGINA!!!!!!!!!!! SHEETTTT!!!!!

    FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!

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    migraine. oww.

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    sometimes, you wnd up hurting people without having the slightest itty-bitty intention to do so. words wound people's egos and hearts. of all people, i should know that. sensitivity is key. sorry.

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    rumor has it...

    rumor has it that my school would be pushing a case agains fhm. well, st.paul has better to! why? fhm has just printed out this article 'proving' the age old rumor about our school being a prostitute factory or something.

      common first reactions:
        "eeeww.."
        "i am so going to switch schools next year, one way or another"
        "who the flip is that 'honey' or 'lindsay' girl. time to kill."


    i've been hearing about the article for a week, and well, i thought it wouldn't have that much effect on anything. that, my friends, were before i read it yesterday when tum risked bringing the exact magazine having that article in it. it became a hit! everyone were like in a queue to read it. people read in groups, ive heard enough 'mura' to last me for months.

    grabe! couldn't they have waited for us to graduate before publishing something as, hmmmm, as 'gravitational' as that! they even wanted to be discreet. well, they didn't do a very good job with that.


    why is this a big deal, you may ask? its not that im a devout of st.paul something. its a rather eveident fact that the system sucks. but that never realllllly destroyed the reputation, has it? now that fhm's printed that out, we'll soon be stereotyped as 'high-class prostitutes'. grabe talaga!!! there is no such thing as a 'high-class prostitute', you brain-less judgemental nymphos! as long as you've used your body/soul (whatever!) as business, whether you've been paid with change or big bucks, you'll remain 'til the end of your insignificant, debaucherous lives as prostitutes!!

    my barkada's been really rude a while ago. every break time we've had, we scream out "honey, where are you? we've got white hankies too, you know??"

    if i find out who that girl is, who those girls are, rather, im going to kill her!!!

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    charmed thirds



    JESSICA DARLING IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!


    ugh! another addition to my list of future expenditures.

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    the childhood lit dream

    what does it take to be a good and successful writer?

    a good writer needs to be oh-so-focused on what shes doing and not having anything to go on around her. most passionate writers are gloomy, depressed, negative characters who have enriched some kind of suicidal tendency . take shakespeare for example. is there a doubt of his abnormal attraction to killing of his main characters one by one? atleast he does it in the most romantic fashion.

    well, nah. some serious writers aren't that, umm, goth. if they aren't, they're extremely intellectual. braniacs who use the most profound of words.
    but me? i just happen to like writing. yeah, like. you know, the kind of mad passionate ardour that i'll never experience with anything else. the kind of fervor that's dangerously obsessive. to put things simply, im in looooove with writing.


    "a writer is born, not made."

    what if i wasnt born a writer? what if i was just influenced by my nerd-of-a-friend company? and what is this 'writer's soul' they all keep on rubbing on my face? do i have that?

    there are so many good writers out there. a handful of them are phenomenal. out of a thousand so who have pursued writing, no matter how passionate, striving, true or intellectual most of them are, about only less than a hundred have made it. there's a verrry little guarantee that i'll get through.

    what do i have to do, then? do i have to imitate chun sue, the author of "beijing doll", who according to todays newspaper has written her novel when she was in the fresh age of 17 and had it published two years later. i'm almost 17, you know! well, heck.. i haven't so much written for the school paper yet to call anything a start, unless of course you consider the time when i was in second grade and passed a rhyme about christmas, which to my furry is less than irrelevant.

    this doesn't even mean anything. all i have is this blog. and i consider it serious work. kinda. i mean, i do consume a little less than an hour for long and well-though articles (unlike this one). that's being serious, is it not????


    "if you do something that interests you, atleast one person is pleased."
    "to be successful, the first step is to fall in love with your job."

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    imposition of the frugality campaign

    frugal is such a disgusting word. it means luxury-less, fashion-less, gimmik-less and fashion-less. however, it is a consequence one like myself would soon succumb to because i have been spending way off my budget (again). this is why, i would like t impose the 'frugality campaign' on myself meaning 1468 hours(technically, 2 months)without any malling and without spending more than 80php on weekdays and 250php on weekends. tough, huh? more of macabre and no, the word isnt too strong.


    THE REASONS BEHIND THIS CAMPAIGN


    #1 senior-ity
      our beloved school is doing their utmost best to imbibe on us, the worthy senior students of two-thousand-and-six, this so called 'spiritual gift' known as maturity. maturity.. bah! it's a sneaky way to get us because we've been notorious this year. tormenting our innocent toes. and btw my shoes, err.. stilletos are pointed and more than two-inches high, not that it's any different from anybody elses. but the conformity does not decrease the torture. got my first black shoe though, a really catchy-looking pair of pumps.


    #2 lusting for the infamous starbucks planner
      the pages our smooth and mocha-tinted. the binding is firm. the cover is thick and chocolate-brown. the layout is perfect for my passion for peronal yet scholastic-like complaining. i have been consuming extremely excessive amount of caffeine for the past week, and im desperate to stamp all 21 slots of my coupon. not only have i been buying drinks from myself, ive been treating my sisters (both of whom are too young to drink coffee fyi) to really bitter tasting drinks which i have no choice to buy since they are the 'holiday favorites'. i've been enduring the bitterness myself. yes, all this torture to suffice my fucking need to write. waaah.. it's so pretty e.


    the most tolerable holiday drink: tall decaf non-fat hot tofeenut latte with extra whip cream. add lots of creamer and brown sugar



    #3 my quest to nerdom
      im a poser. i can go through out the year adapting different styles and manners as long as i think it's rather 'me' like and as long as it looks acceptable (erm..magnificent!) on me. and im nerd enough to apply a nerdy-yet-rugged-yet-careless-yet-clean appeal on my wardrobe selection. and well, as we all may know, almost all of the attempts to 'redo' the closet is never with any relation to frugality.


    an extremely nerdy reading glasses does the trick. a messy hairstyle. jeans, cargos, or earthtone almost tweed bottom. collared top



    please support this campaign and just intentionally not let me be in the know instead of having me well-informed and having the green-eyed monster in me emerge. this campaign (along with reason #3) has just jeopardized my social-life.

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    perfect major : college assistance

    You scored as Theater. You should be a Theater major! Like a bohemian actress, you are seasoned and confident and not afraid to express yourself!

    Theater

    		83%

    English

    		83%

    Art

    		83%

    Linguistics

    		75%

    Journalism

    		75%

    Psychology

    		75%

    Anthropology

    		50%

    Mathematics

    		50%

    Philosophy

    		50%

    Sociology

    		42%

    Dance

    		42%

    Biology

    		42%

    Chemistry

    		25%

    Engineering

    		25%

    What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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    how the fuck did it get to this????

    well, i dont trust it much since i'd love to have journalism as a major. theater?? uhmm.. uhh.. that's so unlike me. never considered (or even atleast thought of that).

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    where i've been spending my time when you can't contact me for more than an hour and no one could give a fitting excuse for me

    noble deeds and hot baths are the best cure for depression.
    -dodie smith (1896, english playwright)

    one of the most evident indication of troubles in my part is how thick the steam on the mirror of my bathroom is. the longer i stay, the longer the time i need to analyze things and put things to order. often times these days, i stay in the shower for more than an hour. i get out with raisin-like fingers and really soft cuticles.

    i bet there's some sort off scientific explanation for this. on the technical bit though, i just have to do a lot of thinking.

    besides, hot baths are much easier and therefore much likely to be accomplished than noble deeds.

    still, i haven't been writing very well for a long time. fuck! what's wrong with me!

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    2006.2006.2006

    1. be nicer to jul
    2. hug bryski a lot
    3. get a starbucks planner even if its the last thing you'd do
    4. read read read!
    5. follow house rules
    6. dont open up too easily
    7. .....


    i really dont have anything to write. i always cant wait to log in and write, yet when i get here, i have nothing to share in the first place.

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    i just went on my retreat. cried a little. got tired. brought a box of strawberries and a bottle of ube jam. almost froze to death. alarm on 4am everyday. actually woke up 6.30 everyday. bathed with coldcoldcoldcold water. mended arguments. good food. sleepy siestas. relax. slept 10pm, 12am and 3am. new people.

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    basic house commandments

    1. no visitors 9.30pm onward for girls, 8pm boys
    2. no locking of rooms (pertains to boys)
    3. no guy visitors allowed on 2nd floor
    4. no visitors should stay for mre than 8 hours. exception on sleepovers
    5. visitors before 10am should not be a common practice
    6. visitors on or 2 days before exam days should not be a common practice
    7. everyone should be nice to everyone's visitors

    i should've known this rules 13 months before.

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    failed one

    big news!! i didn't make it in ateneo. most of my friends didn't which makes me blieve that i do belong in a community of dumb people and i so have to do something about it. i refuse to believe that im dumb, and i also refuse to believe the consolation that i will so be much better when i do my best. bullshit!

    o well. i haven't been reading much these past few months. bigla na lang i lost the magic. i miss reading and really feeling the book. must it be the books? or myself??

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    does it count

    does it count as stealing. when i was about nine-years old, i got so engrossed with this book i stole it away from the local library in lp. the book was good, so i never regretted having to take it away from its homely shelves. :)

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