11:15. must get my ass of this seat already

    oohh yeaah, i haven told you guys. im officially enrolledin University of Santo Tomas, College of Fine Arts and Design, Advertising Arts, Second Year, Reg.

    this means, similar with more or less 30 students of my course, i will be enduring this sched. mondays: 8-6, tuesdays: 8-8, and ofcourse, wednesdays: 7-9. oh, by that i mean, 7AM TO 9PM!

    i dont know how to survive now, knowing that this is anatomically impossible! well, we dont have classes on thurs and fri, and half days on sat. but what the heck! id rather have half days everyday! this is just so mean! :( no use complaining though.

    ...

    so nica and i are thinking about major changes for the next term. we have to be popular losers! its the "loser" part thats harder actually. not that we're popular or anything so to speak, but really.. being a nerd is serious work!

    also, i really must stop the bullying i do. there will be two new blockmates, and i must not pull a macci this time. i finally realized how mean i am.

    ...

    when i say my friends yesterday, it was almost as if we never went away. the jokes are still the same. same gel sex jokes, same jihan muslimness, same jompy worminess, same teta willy wonkaness.. the only difference is geno's domengness. ahahahahah. but personally, ive the vaguest idea of how they're supposed to resemble each other's hair.


    ...

    encoded message (not of real sense)


    to OB maling, OB heegad, OB whats-his-face,
    battle of the brainless at pav4, featuring no other ofcourse. sana "humat" kayo. andun c sobrang init, hot bitch, hot person, and oo nga pala c common friend!! ang aking dakilang c common friend. wiggle pics. greeen shrimps. kill fuck mary.

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    good morning, its 10:49am.

    there's this big difference between being tan and glowing tan. its the glowing tan that is almost unachievable. arghh! its almost biologically impossible, unless of course, you're 8 years old. not fucking 18!

    ...

    today, there was supposed to be the usual house party at vic's. but subconsciously every sobs has decided to skip, so the lack of girls might as well as turn the party into the usual boy's night out, inuman and all.

    but before so, pao and i will have to do some major bretoning. the only problem is that its raining, hard! so we'll just have to see about that. also, i'll be watching an audrey hepburn film with him.

    nothing's perfect. promise. perfect days come unplanned.


    ...

    geno and i will possibly start our very own fashion blog. ranting on and on about must-haves, it items, dos and donts, whats hot... everything. THE ONLY THING IS HE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO USE THE YM YET! haha i cant wait though.

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    i dont really need these but we'll be really good friends if you get them for me


    dolce vita patent pumps.
    size 6. id like it in black or maroon. just gimme!


    Lux Knit Pencil Skirt
    xtra small. in black or gray.:D thank you. ill use it for school.. and well, everywhere else.



    i want a lot of other stuff actually. aahh!!

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    the reasons why im poor

    1. i spend on the luxuries i cant really afford. the definition of "afford" does not confine merely to the ability to pay such amount. it means having the right to shell out the said amount without troubling the rest of the budget.

    2. i have this "its now or never" perception on stuff. if i dont buy this dress now, tomorrow it'll be gone gone gone. when actually i really must think "if its not there tomorrow its not meant to be". so, in other words, parang din panglalaki ang shopping.

    3. im a sucker for bargains. even if i know the fabric isnt really of good quality and that it'll just expand once washed or maybe its a little too big for me, since it costs more or less 200php or because its pretty cheap for a mango apparel, i buy it.. or even three of it!

    4. my hands get all idle knowing ive still got a lot of change in my pocket. and i wont stop looking until i finished everything to the last penny!

    5. i give in to the curse called "must-have". i cant stop looking, oggling, and drooling over magazines. im very ingitera too.

    6. i can not live without a mall. and i love dressing up.

    7. i look at spenditures by the hundreds. im not much into those tiny details called centavos. and i forget the other bills, like school stuff, and monthly loads and everything of the category.

    8. i simply like soo much stuff! i love the books, notebooks, clothes, shoes, accesories, drinks, pastries.. everything!



    why im not dead of poverty yet

    1. i dont waste too much money on food. i have no artistic appreciation for good food. when it comes to real meal, not deserts or anything, i love karinderyas the mostest most! warm, homecooked food, with a lot if tlc and extra strands of hair in it!

    2. i AM good at bargains. i know that haggling does not work too much anymore. plus the fact that im always dressed up. but sales makes me go gaga!

    3. i know what i want. if its not in the right color i think twice.

    4. i can pretend i dont like the item while im in the store.. only to gush about its prettyness when i step out.

    5. i appreciate the cheap stuff too.. as long as they're vintage-y and uncommon!

    6. even if i hate it, i do commute. ive saved a fortune even if i go home really tired and in a bad mood. atleast ive got new stuff. :D

    7. i have the endurance to check the whole mall out till i find what i want! its hard to believe, but im not too impulsive!

    8. this is the major rule: "do not buy anything unless you're in love with it." i fall really easily.. but liking something is not equal to loving it. :D

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    the ultimate cute cute little girl

    i finally came around watching breakfast at tiffany's. i expected a grand grand story of socialites, tea parties, luncheon, limos and big gardens. turns out, its just like a modern city life, walking on the modern new york street, saving up, living in messy apartments (1960s, i realizd, isnt a long long time ago)... only with two extrenely pretty black dresses and a lot of natural elegance.

    well, audrey hepburn's cute. she's beautiful of course, but she's cute. she's like the epitome of charm. yas exactly charm. she's lovely.

    i bet every guy who's in love with someone, looks at the girl they love like the world looks at audrey. irrisistably charming.

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    the big difference between me and paolo

    if by any chance we find ourselves in pinoy big brother's house. i would be the first one to be eliminated. he would be champion and he'd have a new girl.

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    still under the carribean spell

    hahahhaha. i hate keira knightley! i do i do i do! well not exactly hate. not despise neither. i just dont like her. ...at all!

    according to a review: "Keira Knightley, who proved in Pride And Prejudice that she really can act, gives a truly horrible performance of pitiful shallowness.

    Her attempt to deliver a climactic, Henry V-style speech to her pirate fleet is an especially woeful embarrassment.

    She sounds like an ineffectual prefect at Benenden, and the wardrobe department makes her look like a little girl playing dress-up, with a tea cosy on her head
    "

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    remembering freshie year (private jokes included!)

    random things that happened in first year:

    1. gel-geno-teta-jihan waterfight in the first floor! as in drenched in plaster and tap water! affected several civilians (migz and father tinky)

    2. hanging out with bombee in fil room.. cnulatan namin ng names ng guys and girls ung arms nia.

    3. THE nica sex jokes!

    4. boy hunting! hooting at every sight of banjoe!

    5. banjoes guy girlfriend

    6. migz's dorm!

    7. sketching benavides at lover's lane!

    8. the true and false impressions!

    9. jin's debut! better than prom!and the jack's loft afterwards!

    10. me and louie pogispotting hot jologz!

    11. video shoots at baywalk!

    12. rebellion against school uniform, sir mark days!

    13. rebellion against school uniform, EVERYDAY!

    14. watching guy's softball!

    15. making fool of ourselves at track and field!

    16. THE MAJOR BACKSTABBINGS!

    17. sm san lazaro trips!

    18. GONUTS DONUTS PRODUCT REVIEW

    19. the theo class debates!

    20. papajom's cell phone!

    21. PDA subject! (as in photo-digital-art!)

    22. everyone trying to please the costumer: sir nacario!

    23. the sir nacario interviews!

    24. spending hours and hours in the cr behind the grand stand!

    25. the paskuhan parade!

    26. green shrimp inumans!

    27. quatros!: sawIII, oldschool and anu ung isa pa? ung korean movie n my piping nasagasaan?

    28. cramming after perspective for dc2 subjects! everyone helping each other out.

    29. hating sir caaway! he's the devil.

    30. cutting!

    32. picnics on the field! oatmeals, and open forums.

    33. the ten-hour (no less) continous girl talk at manly place! me, louie, teta, nica, gel and jihan

    34. hating secret shop. mangaagaw ng boys.

    36. sliding door, lopezs, lazs, mang toots, rjb, queenies, girly place and manly place

    37. "hello?" and "___-ness"

    38. making gel cry.

    39. super shop and the socks and headbands!

    40. "i missed this..." shet naman! big sky mind! arggh

    41. the love teams! (esp: papajoms and mamajoms!) ahahahha.

    42. flirting lesson with migz

    43. EVERYONE CRAMMING AT THE PAVS!!!

    44. the diligent girls, of course.

    45. sir cura's "toktoktoktok"

    46. plate buying from dino and migz! business partners!

    47. macci's hair toss.

    48. blending of voices. choir!!

    49. dino and bombee singing "pasko na sinta ko" sa window before math time

    50. cuteness of sir mark

    51. sir araw's "tak tak". the rendering nung umm armpits.

    52. fuckung t-squares!

    53. sir castillo's sando!

    54. teta's kuya! with the trench coat at that.

    55. the cold days dati. when being at the pav felt like being in tagaytay.

    56. antayan s pav everyday!

    57. trying to sneak in without an id, or wearing rubber shoes, or maong pants.

    58. THE VANDALS! different colors, sizes, and orientations.

    59. helping each other out.

    60. making sipsip! well, bombee's making sipsip.

    61. sir pineda and the beatles.

    62. the louie and macci talk on...

    63. the senseless teta talks!

    64. teta's triple chin!

    65. geno's vogue magazines!

    66. miss maghuyop's mike!

    67. miss reintegrado's booty!

    68. teresa or pikachu

    69. "panu kung may party? tapos madilim.. tas malamig?"

    70. jompy and his variety of emotions!

    71. flying a kite! cfad week

    72. hating archi week. pro kami nainabang s shops.

    73. singing "happy birthday" to sir paner.

    74. the paner jokes!

    75. wearing yellow!

    76. the ukay days!!!

    77. hanging out at the grands stand for hours before taking a shower.

    78. mr. pringles!!!

    79. timbale

    80. hanging out at the boy's room!

    81. hiding teta's phone!

    82. jihan's muslimness!

    83. des the best and migz the second best!

    84. a doll named "chuva"

    85. inumans at gel's! or rather.. at xians!

    86. mcdo!

    87. "isang fooot-long"

    88. the boy's kurot-utong gang.

    89. drawing EVERYONE on the board!

    90. rhum coke!

    91. recto

    92. alter-sex party!

    93. c2 and bread pan

    94. "emo emo. putangina. puro kayo emo."

    95. macci and her never ending, never growing hair cuts. remember orange chicken?

    96. anti-earl day!!!!

    97. manny, tin and les! (insert reception sound here)

    98. remember when i cried over my plate in first sem. ung ky mam ducos. ung gumamit aq ng big illus instead of small. well, I'LL never forget that.

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    this is boring drama bullshit. do not proceed.

    i paint my life filling it with stuff i want. i collect people who makes my life pretty to look at. i surround myself with beautiful trinkets, and i aim endlessly to make everything perfect.

    ive always known that life is never perfect. who doesnt?
    pero its until kanina lng that i fully absorbed it.

    when i look around my room, i cant believe how great it is. i mean, for me. oh hell with you readers. i used not to have anything when i was around 4 or 5. my room was made of wood, everything creaks, i had a bed and a lamp. that's everything. i didnt have class, a nice haircut, good english, any friends, magziness, dozens and dozens of bags, designer anything. all i had was that empty room and myself. i dont think i used to mind it. i mean, why would i? i didnt need anything else. nothing need to be beautiful.

    and the older i grow, the more i wanted stuff. the thing is, i get what i want. no use denying it. i didnt have anything before because i didnt really ask (plus the fact that we probably couldnt afford it back then). now i get what i want. i just need to do a little manipulating, begging, bargaining and i get it. whatever it is.

    i appreciate the aesthetics of it. this is why im an artist probably. because i want everything to be beautiful. everything. surrounding, aura, self, stuff, and the story. all has got to be pretty. everything must have a touch of taste. and i guess i am good at it.

    me, the pretetious little spoiled bossy bitch who often gets her way.


    the painting is beautiful.

    im enjoying everything immensly.


    pero, walang depth.


    this is why i love paolo. he reminds me what depth is. and more than usually, he reminds me of what's really important. i dont think the important stuff need to be pretty. they're just lovely in themselves. whatever they are.

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    before he became captain

    the young jack sparrow:


    johnny depp in nightmare in elm street


    he got killed in an overrated bloodbath while sleeping on a waterbed with his headphones on. HOW CAN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL THING DIE SO MESSILY!


    who doesnt have a crush on him! who in her right mind and eyesight not love him!
    ...

    i hate keira knightly. annoying annoying girl who just wanted to kiss everyone!
    i could say worse things but i hesitate lest someone intercepts.


    ...

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    addiction

    neopets. addiction is enduring the heat of your room, sweating unmercily. you cant lift your ass off your seat to even just close the windows to turn the airconditioning unit on because you're semi-premanently glued to your seat.

    neopets? NEOPETS? macci! ilang taon ka na ba! all pao's fault, as you would have imagined.


    ...

    woke up in a foul mood today. have tos have tos have tos. >:D<

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    reality check

    its a wonder why we keep trying to live our lives as if we are in a book, or a movie, or in my case in a fashion magazine. pero its true. that's everyone's basis of what is perfect... or 'ideal' rather, to make it less striking.

    ...


    its officially friday today. meaning, the week is almost done. three more weeks and back to school we are. three more weeks is a lot though, to be honest. i could do a lot in a week actually. this week, all i did is waste my money on superficial stuff, hang out with my sis, or be with pao. and watch the news a little, read magazines, newspapers, process my atm, or just as i am doing at the moment, waste my summer online.

    obviously i found a lot of other stuff i want, pencil skirts costing more or less hundreds of dollars, vintage bags costing more than a few thousand pesos, a vintage shades from ebay for only 500php, a second hand pretty adidas 5.5 sneakers, etc etc etc. but, i wont get any of those. IVE GOT ENOUGH CLOTHES! WHY CANT I JUST COMPREHEND THAT FULLY!

    ...

    paolo will not wear anything from ukay. he's this principles little brat, with a lot of fucking dignity and shit. haaayy.. well, i cant blame him. i bought a pair of EXTREMELY PRETTY PAIR OF WHITE (faux) SNAKESKIN PUMPS on quadrillion the other other other day and its just ooohhh ssooo pretty! but it just kills my feet! seriously! i went to my highschool yesterday to get my sister's umm papers and all, and i seriousy felt my feet being amputated!

    so anyway, i saw my religion teacher. she's this tibo-ish supposedly cool a bit kinda pretty alumnae from my school and she was flabbergasted to see me! i was kinda dragging my feet behind, encrusted by the torturous pretty pair of shoes, ... okay whatevr.


    the thing is, she said, "my god, you look amazing!". AHAHAHHAHAHA!! well, i deserved that and coming from a former tibo at that! ahhahahah! this just confirms how hideous i looked when i was in st.paul.

    ...

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    shopping list!

    1. gray hoodie, fit for me and jas and jul(need!)
    2. gray hoodie, fit for me and honey (need! need! need!)
    3. skirt for school... flirty or real pencil thin! (need!)
    4. liquid foundation with matching concealer (need!)
    5. black and white tank top (need!)
    6. fun shirts! i never realized til yesterday that i have a grave shortage on shirts! (need!)
    7. white high heel simple, expensive and uber comfy pumps (need! its a wardrobe ESSENTIAL!)
    8. denim miniskirt (need! another wardrobe essential!)
    9. bright orange or maroon or scarlet lightweight pashmina (need!)
    10. audrey hepburn lbd..or just an lbd (need!)

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    15 WEIRD THINGS ABOUT PAOLO

    1. he watches animal planet all day.
    2. he loves his mommy so so much.
    3. he grew up speaking in english and spent years in states but he still calls deodorant "jojorant".
    4. he likes happy 1990s songs
    5. he's very seloso. but he makes up for it by being an honest to goodness gentleman. he knows his manners so well!
    6. he hates books. especially tagalog ones.
    7. he's attracted to nice girls. as in NICE goody goody-good girls who're nice to everyone! otherwise, he'd go for the morena girls, just because of the morena-ness.
    8. he sings "pop the magic dragon"
    9. mantika siya matulog.
    10. he's fashionable for a guy. he knows when a girl knows her fashion, he really does.he comes along when i shop and evaluate every single item i pick up. accurately! he's really reliable and really gay in that way.
    11. he cringes a lot. a lot. his nose wrinkes without him knowing it.
    12. he's got an average of 12 moles on his face. a set of it (around his nose to his forehead)resembling the eiffel tower somehow.
    13. he's nice 24 hours and never gets cranky
    14. he still has vices. these vices being computer games, and the tv (occasionally.)he's extremely lazy.
    15. he won my heart by staying up till sunrise to talk to me and endure my insomnia... and endure everything else about me.

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    happy1.2

    i lov you. happy 1.2 :) tnx for being my bf. i hafta sleep now na. :* thankyou! :*

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    wakeup

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    tagged!! finally ive been tagged!

    i tag, paolo, jas, mil, marina, and uhh.. patts?

    Directions: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

    15 weird things/habits/little known facts about me:

    1. i like saying "fuck". iunno. its a bad thing, pero i oversay it. especially when i write! i have a very very bad mouth!

    2. i have this weird obsessions with notebooks. suppper! when i was really young, i used to buy notebook of whats left with my weekly allowance. and i put them all in this one bag, and i never leave without it. mga 10 notebooks din un! kumita ng around 150php ung 'school suplies' store in school from me.

    3. i call my boyfriend everytime i wake up. mga thrice a night. and i get mad at him when he sleeps.

    4. when i narrate something, i usually go like this:
    "so un.. nagkita kami ni banjoe, tas ganun ganyan. tas dumating ung bakla niang gf, tas edi usap kami, ganun ganyan. sabi nia wag na daw ako magbigay ng whatever ganyan ganyan ganyan. ciempre i didnt think it was right nung ganyan ganun ganyan. so i..."

    5.ive forgotten the plot and characters of most books ive read, but i dont forget the "writing style" of the author.

    6. the Jenni logo in my blog, the one on top of the "undilluted vanity".. well the dot on the I, it blinks red every few seconds or so. just in case you havent noticed (which im sure you havent).

    7. i usually dont know how to act well. i am usually not discrete. i am obnoxiously loud!

    8. im addicted to clothes. no, not clothes.. im addicted to fashion! addicted!

    9. i hate staying at home! sobra!

    10. i have no self discipline or whatsoever.

    11. i keep on cutting my hair even if i already told myself not to! recently, i cut my bangs!

    12. i dont like happy people. and i hate it when things are too girly. i kinda hate pink.

    13. i personally think im pretty... i deserve it after 15 years of believing i look like mud.

    14. i weigh exactly 83 pounds. and i keep on growing thinner. im gonna wither and die soon.

    15. i am superficial, judgemental, materialistic, annoying and demanding. i do not deserve friends! hahah.. but i just feel that they love me.


    this is the first time ive been tagged, i think. aaahhh!!! wala lang. ahahha love it. keep it coming! i wish i could write more! wow, self-centered!

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    bad bad insomnia

    ive always had insomnia since i was, say, 6. its all my dad's fault since he let me stay up late til 10pm. normal 6 year olds go to sleep at 7pm!

    it's 1:38. ive been in bed since 11. but to no avail im as awake as.. umm..uh.. 4pm. yes. my head does hurt a little, but im awake.

    i used to think this isnt sooo bad, really. i mean if my system's going to get all messed up because of cfad, might as well as enjoy the priveleges of my messed-upness. times of the day like this, i have everyth8ng to myself!

    but its not fun anymore. at all. it has been a norm for me to cry nalang kase i cant sleep, even if i stay still in bed 15 mins at a time.. and when i say STILL, I MEAN STILL. im crying right now, kase naiinggit aq s mga tao who has no problem sleeping. especially my sisters in the next room. sara lng nila mata nila and maglalaway ng konte, then solved! ok na cla! sound asleep.

    you know what else i hate? people who pretend that they have insomnia. POSERS!! ampf!! whats worse is that i tend to expect them to be awake and im all like "finally! someone to keep me company in the wee hours of the am!".. tas when you call them or look for them online, nada.. no one! im left all alone, blogging some shit, even if i know it wont help naman.

    tomorrow (ermm, later), ill try to go to st.lukes. i'd do shopping next week nalang. i just want to sleep. please please please please...

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    pao as a nice guy

    1. he watches animal planet all day.
    2. he brings and fetches his mom to and fro work almost everyday
    3. ummm.. he manages the water dispenser...ermm,ahh... chore.
    4. you can wake him up in the middle of the night
    5. he carries my stuff no matter how big they are
    6. he never complains
    7. he hugs my little sister
    8. he wants to go home early to bond with his mom
    9. he's very well mannered
    10. he does what he knows is right. (yeah right, but its true!)




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    retail therapy

    its been around 5 days since i indulged myself in retail therapy and im going crazy already. i need to shop. i really do!

    the moment i get my grubby hands on ill-gotten money, id spend all of it! yes! all of it!

    i need a good concealer and a really good foundation to go with it!

    and i need a date with paolo!

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    passions

    so is spent the whole day cooped up in the house reading this book called "wicked" by gregory maguire. its a good book. albeit boring here and there, there are some parts i could call exciting.

    i dont think you guys give a damn about some shitty book, so id drop the idea of making a bit of book review for you guys.



    so anyway, i bought two sketchpads from jolli's yesterday and tried sketching again. would you believe it? im not as bad as i expected! still, im not as good as i WANT to be, but give me some credit atleast i tried.

    the moment i grip a pencil in my hand, i get stressed out. i keep on wondering why im doing this. whenever i imagine myself in my usual spot, working and shit.. i just want to back off and SHIFT!

    i mean if im going to do something i dont like doing for the rest of my life, i might as well as do something that pays sinfully large doses of money!



    if there's something i NEVER get tired of doing.. that would be dressing up! maybe its just the girl in me. i like the whole lot of it... fashion, makeup, hair.. everything! i could spend the whole summer doing just that, really! passion passion passion!

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    sleeping pattern

    okay.

    so i sleep around 3am everyday and wakeup at 12. can i get your opinion? i mean is this healthy? its is madaling araw, i know.. that would be quite an inconvenience soon.. but i do get seven hours of (slightly troubled) sleep.

    the thing is, ive always had trouble sleeping. always. yes, i've already considered taking drugs for it (umm legal ones okay!), but i dont want to mess up my fucking body clock. ive succumbed to drinking a glass or two of milk before sleeping... but it barely helps. it helped the first time i did that this summer. cguro kase naloko ko ung brain ko.. "ha! u have to sleep now!!"


    i dont mind having all that time, seriously. i read better from 12-4am.. kase no one bothers me. my plates are better too this time around.

    THE THING IS, I BREAK OUT! waaaahhh!! when i was in highschool, even if i was almost just as insomniac as i am today, i never break out. never.

    ngaun there's that freaking farm on my forehead! im doing everything in my power to eradicate the marks and all, but its not that easy. ive done quite a good job of it, somehow though.


    and ooh, before i forget. gud pm guys..its 4.30PM and i just woke up.

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    weird people: the encrypted version

    i hate weird people! ughh!! i mean i know that we are all weird in one way or another but there are some, OUT THERE, who are just so absolutely weird. weird in a way that id rather not be seen with them. i mean, personally, i dont mind being friends with weird people NOW AND THEN as weird people have this undeniable tendency to be come 'successful'. i mean most infamous people are most probably such big losers in their educational lives. seriously. but thats what makes them successful, they stand out!


    i dont stand out. im like another gray fleck in a grayscale world. wow. lalim. but its true. now these weird people.. they are colors! ampf. whatever macci!


    so the thing is, i always end up being with them. SOMEHOW! basta! aarggh!! maybe im a loser myself...i mean weird. who cares! id be successful if i were weird, we've already established that point, havent we?




    but since im stupid and i know nothing, let me just tell you guys what i think. weird people are just so weird. especially the annoyingly weird ones!! aaahhhh!!

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    i want to vote!

    i want to vote. one person can make a change.

    haha. joke lang. yeah right diba?

    its just that i want to!!!! i really do want to. but i cant. im not 18 yet. on septmber 2007 i'll register myself already! (is that okay, or is it too early?) well, whatever... basta i just have to vote!

    i want to be part of that insensible and irrelevant chaos called voting. hahahah.


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    and why do i keep on thinking that im rich??? im dirtpoor!! why cant i get that!

    its like when i look at a mag and find something i like. take a paul and joe lipstick in dame. php1175 rustan's makati. i start thinking.. hmm maybe i should get this one. its just 1175...its SERIOUSLY not THAT pricey! but, oh yeah. i dont have money. maski pang-taxi sa rustan's wala ako right now. pati pang commute for goodness sake! when i want to go out or anythng, i have to literally beg my mom for a couple hundred bucks! swerte na ko if i smooch of a thousand bucks! yes im that poor!!!

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    the day of utterly extraordinary coupledom!




    THE DAY OF UTTERLY EXTRAORDINARY COUPLEDOM VANITY


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    tokyo tokyo pork tonkatsu is our, pao and me, savior!



    yes! five whole bowls of rice...every visit. sometimes, when pao never gets bfast and all.. we reach six pa! for php200!

    be sure to have your diatabs handy when you try it though! :D


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    happy birthday wem!!

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    makeup magic

    its in my hands.. making my sisters up is the only fun thing to do in this house. for me. personally they hate it.

    this is julia's look.. it so looks better in person, i promise. im sorry the pics are weirded out... you know how weird julia can be and you know how i only use my cp to take pics of stuff. just did it 30 mins ago. and btw, the black coat's prada. its really smokey!!







    this is jas's. did this once upon a time. like last year. she calls it "pale by jenny"







    this one's done a month ago. i think id call it "mean girl" or "maldita". or maybe "bitch"!














    i know i know. i am so bored here. but i am good. so, anyone who wants to have their makeups done.. just contact me. ummm.. it'd be good to if you paid. 500php per face, if we're not close. two sturbucks coffee if we are. :D

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    but happy

    my hair's become so short that hairstyles are more than limited. here's one i finally figured out to make work.


    head scarves!

    paolo calls is head gear... you know how dim he can be at times. still, i like it soo muchee!


    i am vain, ofcourse. but i am happy. have you seen any pic of mine ALONE as happy as the last ones





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    putangina

    putangina putangina putangina putangina.

    more than anything in this world, more than all the corruption in rp politics, more than poverty, more than getting your period when you go out of town, more than bad dreams, more than bad dates, more than big fights, more than sleepless nights, more than plates... there's one thing i hate.

    putang ina talaga.

    i hate it when the househelps RUIN my clothes. i hate it more when its my favorite. i hate it more when its expensive. i hate it more when i used my own money for it. AND THAT JUST MEANS ONE THING!!! MY FAVORITE GRAY LONG SLEEVES TOP FROM MANGO! AS IN PARE, PUTANGINA TALAGA!

    i know i should probably wash my mouth with tide and holy water after this post, but i just cant help it. and when i pointed out this fact CALMLY to my mom... "kasi matuto na kayo maglaba ng sarili nio. especially the expensive ones, anak." ....ummm? ma?? what did you get this incompetent house helps for? AND DO YOU REALLY THINK I'LL DO THAT!! HELLOOO MA,, GET REALL!!!

    well not ate neng, she's the nicest... and ate jacq's not house help. she's a secretery. and she's super sweetes and charming. that just LEAVES one person, doesnt it?

    pero putaaaang ina talaga!!!!!

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