7.02am, and im eating bacon while settling down for my blogging needs.
for the past few days, ive been suffering the sore throat to end all sore throats. as in sobrang sakit to the point that i wanted to yank my tonsils off because eating anything, even bread, became a feat. this sufferance lead to my addiction to ginger essence. ginger essence. O_O! wow. its actually "pinakuluang luya" by vernacular standards, a.k.a "salabat". ginger essence, amp. haha.
it reminds me of cinammon mints. its spicy and minty at the same time. but well, it tastes nothing like cinamon though. it actually tastes like poison, especially when its too hot and too gingery. for several moments of those days i felt like snow white's wicked stepmom when she was intaking that thunder striken goblet of whatsit? potion? well, whatever that is... you remember how she reacted after drinking that dont you? she gagged like crazy, clutched her throat so hard, and almost fucking died. yeah, me too. hahahahhahahahahahahhaha. baka salabat lang pala ung ininom nung nanay ni snowwhite! hahahahhahahahahahahah!
spare me.
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bookwormy (ish)
since ive been missing in action web-wise, i took it upon myself to use the free time on reading instead.
i read neil gaiman's Stardust, because i wanted to read it before watching the movie. im a sucker for once upon a time movies, fairy tale or not. everyone knows that! and not having watched the booby kirsten dunst's "marie antoinette" is an unmacci-ness to me.
anyway, i read stardust in an average of four hours. nothing to be proud of though, because my fellow bookworms read 300+ pages of intellect in less than two hours (i.e. my sister), and the font for stardust is THRICE THE SIZE of an average 300+. besides, no need for a my franklin while reading it, no deep terms to get me all stupid.
stardust is one of the books i should've read a long long looooong time ago. considering that it's paolo's FAVORITE OF ALL FAVORITES book, since, well, its the only book he's ever read and has the interest of reading anyway (aside from nbs's tropical fishes book), its a really realy easy read. i think i just breezed through it. but dont get me wrong, the book was wonderful. pretty.
IT HAD THE BEST ENDING I COULD EVER WISH FOR!
the movie didn't suck either. and goes my debate on how the star should'nt be tall and __n_-like. she should be as little as i am, with long white shimerry hair. but the girl playing the star acted very star-like, basta, no complains in her acting.
the queeen, she's waaaayyy bigger and skankier in the movie than in my imagination. i even thought she'd be fairy-like pretty. and skinny.
victoria forester is pretty. ive developed yet another girl crush. pretty pretty pretty. ;;) ;;)
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ive been rereading megan mccafferty's sloppy first and second helpings because i finally got the "charmed thirds" book, which is like a year overdue.
i will never get into this franchise books business anymore. it all started with sweet valley series. then junior high (which was the major kilig moment of my life!) then its harry potter, then all the girly girl chic lits. the georgia books, megan mccafferty, shopaholic. now there's the gossip girl, which someone like me is most likey to indulge in.
BUUUUTT NOOOOOO!!! ANG MAHAL KAYA!!!!!!!
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after backtracking, ive lusted for "charmed thirds" on january 2006. so, its not just a year overdue, its more of A LIFETIME OVERDUE!
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im still alive, ok?
omfg! so this is how it feels to have internet.
its been since god knows when when my ym was devoured by a very unmerciful virus. its actually a spyware, whatever fuck that is, since my avg cant seem to distinguish it.
anyhoos. geno's not in manila, and that is why he never goes online to update anymore. i, on the other hand, is staying in poverty and pollution infested manila, at home, where there are 3 laptops available and a half a decade old naghihingalo desktop ready to temporary replace richard the virus-contaminated laptop.
i dont know how it happened, but all the pc are dysfunctional. SERIOUSLY! AS IN SABAY SABAY! julia's laptop is enduring battery problems. jasmine's/pa's does not have internet. the desktop just wont turn on, probably he's finally given up on trying to compete with the younger ones.
i'm currently using julia's because my dad's begged me to arrange the prom pics and shit. who knows, baka biglang sumara tong computer and my post wont make it to publishing, but i really realy need to write. my hand's are twitching and are idle, typing their way to idiocracy or idiosyncracy, whatever. basta, im bound to write something stupid soon.
so, im just gonna do this prom prom thingies, then i'll blog again, okeeeii? i'll be back soon promise. well, as long as this pc dont crash, which it might as well, because ive no longer have trust in technology after all this web-wise lacking.
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rut
i am at the moment in one of my weirdest mood.
it makes me very much think that i am unhappy.
when i was at laguna, i've complained to a friend. something's missing. seriously, i believe that i have everything i could possibly want. maybe my expectations were so perfectly 'low' and they were adequately met, and that is why i think i am very superficially content (but really, i am speaking in the most babaw sense).
i am currenly drinking a glass of lipton red ice tea, ive been craving for this since last week. i'm in the gardenm which is a little too dark and too empty. and i am alone.
what is wrong with me?
maybe, i am happy. i just dont know it.
gaawwwd im weird.
im officially in a rut. for no reason.
i need a good book now.
once again, i've just proved i am mentally disoriented.
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love is all around
i love you. there. plain and simple.
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how to make me love you
here's the step by step systematic process to get me love you:
1. buy me Stila Bronzer in Shade1
2. that's it.
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positive thinking
im sooo much more not photogenic before! it'll grow better and better! yihee!! law of attraction panghabangbuhay!
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im not photogenic. shoot me.
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you know what i hate
the taste of 3 year old expensive lipstick. ugghh. tastes like food poisoning.
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me, me, me... the stupidly selfish post
i've figured why im so "addicted" to fashion. its because i have nothing else to look forward to. because it gives me that extatic thrill i dont find anywhere else.
i shouldnt be, though, because i do not go out as much as my clothes require me too. i mean, helllooo.. i have to show them off for a while. but when i do go out, i get semi tamad, and end up wearing something not too exciting.
well, that not too exciting part, thats what paolo loves. really. that's what he finds charming.
so here goes my addiction to makeup. makeup is the ultimate accessory, its washable, its creative, its fun, its discreet, AND I CAN WEAR IT ALMOST ANYWHERE. its super worth being broke for me.
therefore, i am vain. :|
i think i may have to form a new hobby of some sort. take drawing for example. well, see, drawing's not really my "passion". designing is. seriously. that's the ultimate macci concept of everything, i want everything to be aesthetically pleasing. everything around me. im ever so concious, that even my words are in a way well versed inside my head, so that they flow from my mouth (or fingers, because, hello.. im typing) like something artistic.
ewan. basta. that's the artist in me.
what the fuck am i saying!?!?!? i really do need a new hobby.
i think ill take that photoshop thing/hobby of mine seriously. but, ughhh. so kakatamad. i really take sembreak as my relaxing period. all i ever do is hang out with pao, waste my money on stupid stuff i find in malls, go online, stay in bed and stretch, read magazines, the newspaper and shit. i get so giddy without anything to read. i cant just sit down and "relax". that makes me feel so stupid.
but i barely barely buy books anymore, because i kind of think my vanity vice is much more worth the money. but see, i buy books too because according to the bible (proverbs. uh-huh. i read that too. ooh, maybe i should finish it this time, instead of treating it like a fashion magazine of some sort.), we should never scrimp on wisdom. okaaayy, so that isnt exactly how the proverbs-people put it, but its something like that.
my gooodd, im so bored. we're talking bible here. save me please!
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dumbledore is gay!
SERIOUSLY! LE DUMBLY-DOOR IS GAY! i should've known. all the grindewald whatever fucking shit is just discreet gaeity. woohoo!
go dumblydoor!
that is what i call a twist. harry potter is now r-18. hahaha!!
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macci's being a humanitarian for once
cliche post:
i have decided to love myself no matter what.
well, ive already figured this out one day, when i woke up, on my first year in highschool. i can still KINDA remember how that day went. i just knew that i can be what or who i want to be. and up until now, im pretty sure im applying the same concept ive discovered half a decade ago.
.......okay, bahala na. my point is i will never mind remaining skinny even if its not "guy hot" because skinnyness permits me to where whatever i want and look nice in it. this is the semi-primary reason why i can pull off weird stuff! I WILL NO LONGER FORCEFEED MYSELF IT MAKES ME SICK. IT REALLY DOES! PERIOD.
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8 dead, 100 whatever indured. i mean, just imagine what 100+ injured means, people going blind, losing their legs, everything of the sort, but of course they will not get the same attention and sympathy as the others, since, well, they're still alive.
it's wrong for them to live their life in regret because they decided to go to the mall that day of all days, because they literally lost a part of their body which they might have avoided if they went to work instead. they'll grow in anger and hesitation and will concentrate on the 1000 things they can not do without their legs, instead of the 9000 things they can still manage executing.
and ofcourse, the public will be thinking, "what the hell's the matter with you, atleast you're still alive!" -
see, two ladies just got off the cab when the bomb exploded. they were hurled back to the cab and they died instantly. i bet they never really knew what happened. i bet they had plans to go to divisoria the next day, just as i did.
its scary, kase i know i go to glorietta a lot. i know lots and lots of people who goes to glorietta on a semi-regular basis too. okay maybe not lots lots because, helllo?!, i dont have friends.
its scary, obviously, because it could have been me. it could have been anybody.
its not fair, as usual. its just as fair as the thousand of monks under violence in burma, or the hundreds dead of another bomb in a place i cant even be bothered to remember, somewhere in the middle east. and we're barely affected because they're so far away.
THE WORLD'S SO UNFAIR AND SCARY!
ALL I EVER WANTED WAS A PAIR OF TWEEZERMAN'S FOR MY EYEBROWS. ALL TETA WANTS NGA ARE CHEESECAKES E! ALL GENO WANTS IS TO GET SKINNY! ALL PAOLO WANTS ARE FISHIES! ALL SOBS WANTS ARE GUYS! ALL NICA WANTS IS... WHAT THE FUCK DO THIS BOMBERS WANT?
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ugh. i hate violence. the thought of blood makes me cringe like crazy. disturbing films makes me want to hurl the cd case to the tv.
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and now, i cant go out. :( therefore, im addicted to facehunter.blogspot and the rest of the international city style online series.
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normal update
i do know why its taking ages for people to upload the laguna pics. the editing process takes forever, and photshop is the only way to semi-assure picture perfectness.
ibang klase si INDAY i swear... i mean, idol ko cia. grabe talaga! why not diba? techinicolored pandecoco claims her as "isang babaeng sopistikada, sosyal, matalino at palaban".
and more than anything else. she's honest to the bones. hindi nakakalimutan ang pinaggalingan, even if she's been invited to grace the covers of fhm, have studied in an ivy league school abroad, completed several courses, have always been on top of her game, and is an icon for the filipinos!
kudos to the first inday jokes. he made the world a better place.
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sun's being bitchier than usual. no signal for the past dew days. sorry if you cant contact me. im usually online, just in case you need anything.
oh yeah, btw, spent the day in divi. got the semi-perfect white dress, a nice denim mini, the nicest pair of drop earrings, etc etc. got pao a shirt too. ooh i love that shirt. wish it were mine.
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next outing must haves
1. extra (2) towels (towels not too kapal) 2. lotion 3. conditioner (leave-on and shower) 4. facial moisturizer 5. extra shorts and extra huge shirts 6. floaters 7. sunglasses 8. alcoholic drinks 9. coffee (with creamer) and nesvita 10. mamon from red ribbon!
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laguna post
i didnt want to do the laguna post until later, but well, since im already awaka and actually have the time for it, i think i'll give it a go.
see, laguna rocks! woohoo!! adtu's first official outing is over the edge fun and controversial.. ooooooer. extremely controversial. something to keep us talking til the ends of the earth. well, til the end of our college life, i guess. i dont think we'll ever have an outing with 24 people, 12 guys and 12 girls, plus a parent and two driver, until ever, so might as well, enjoy this. i mean i payed a measly 500 pesos and had the craziest time of my life. it was like i was high on drugs the whole night, it really feels like it when i look back. i mean, how crazy can you go?
nica, louie and me slept beside the pool at 4am to 5.30. i slept on the pebble area, nica on the grass with her legs dangling on the edge of the pool, louie under the "babaan ng pool" metal handle. grabe! best sleep of my life. next thing i know, the sun's up na. probably because i had around four cups (yes, cups. we're poor, we didnt have glasses) of jompy's ginsprite while wading in the pool. WHAT THE FUCKITY FUCK!?!?! I SLEPT OUTDOORS, BESIDE A POOL AND THE GRASS AND THE TREES AT DARKNESS. well, earl slept at the dining area tiles too. and by sleep, i mean, 1.30am to 7am sleep! the boys tried to wake him up i guess, we did too, but he super wouldn't budge. he just kept scraming everyone off.
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still, I SLEPT AT THE POOL SIDE WITH THE GRASSHOPPERS, BEES, ANTS, AND AMPOCHANESS BAKA NGA MAY AHAS PA DUN SOMEWHERE E! pero o well, im just still in such a shock because i feel crazy right now.
oh yeah, btw, june onda slept IN THE POOL AFLOAT AMONG THE FLOATERS, he was there for an hour yata, before he realized the he might just as well as die when he moves and fall off. yup. we've got pics to prove it.
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it was good, clean fun for most of us actually. as in really good clean fun. no one was on drugs, there's no chance anyone's going home knocked up, and no one had an irrepairable fight. i dont know how we all got insane, actually. there were three to four people each bed at the girl's bedroom, no one was kapal enough to sleep beside tita che, while guys enjoyed the luxury of two persons each. bitches.
the diligents slept on the grass, they even had a huge blanky for them. they got crazy too. someone got a little too intoxicated to the point of violence, scaring the girls away. awwww, diligents. i love you, guys.
the mean girls (i mean, me and the girls) enjoyed a bikini night. no boys. just us girls in our tinee-tiny bikinis while everyone's having dinner. we even had our run of girly girl giggly screams, probably enough to get the people curious.
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when we got there, the guys couldnt wait to jump on the pool, while we girls were preparing (sunblock-less, since no one remembered to bring one. amp!), all of them were screaming and shoving and pulling each other. i know how guys can be stupid, but they were pretty cute too, being all immature in a college like way.
oooooer. i feel like a college girl. going to outings, enjoying night swimmings, sleeping ever so late, drinking ginsprite and having the best perfect kind of tama, all tipsy and giggly and crazy adn warm without being stupid or too noisy (yan na basehan ko ng college-ness e, the ginsprite) enjoying everyone's company.
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more or less, it was too realistic when we were right there at the moment. parang it was so natural and it wasnt much to be happy about. but whe you look back, just as suspected, everything felt surreal. like its impossible to have a life better than how the movies portrayed it. i mean, the diligents sleeping on the grass, hellloo?!?!?! not even the movies can predict that happening.
seriously, i loved laguna. i bet everyone did too, even is we all suffered torturous pains of backaches in the am, and even if some people had the worst hangovers of their lives. nastroke ako sa kaligayahan!
i love you adtu. the next time wont be as wonderful, i bet, it has to be different kind of fun. but i love this kind of fun e. haaay.
stroke!
pics at the next post.
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sabaw sabaw sabaw
my face is so sullen. ugh. i can not grow my hair til i gain, say, 5 pounds. what is it with me and weight shit?? im perfectly happy naman and all e.. pero, ugh. im so skinny. modle skinny, lets be honest... i really am that skinny. and i feel healthy pa naman.
haaayy.. :| :| :|
i cant wait to get rid of my braces.
i am so tamad fashionwise. i swear. guess what i wore to school today. a shirt, cargos, the same bag ive been using for 3 days already, and flipflops. ughhhh. im so tired of everything.
paolo's been such a... i cant say. secret. basta. sorry, im so sabaw right now.
tomorrow's the day. hmm what should i bring kaya?
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PRO DUTIES
ngayon pa kung kelan sembreak na. i will finally avail my globe simcard later, just for the sake of getting to text all my classmates.
and here's a little something directly copied from snip3rwolf.multiply.com--the PRO of all CFAD PROs.
CFAD Schedule of Enrolment 2nd Semester, A.Y. 2007-2008
Release of 1st semester clearance: October 22, 2007 - 3:00pm Rm.701 Online viewing of grades - October 23, 2007
REGULAR & IRREGULAR STUDENTS October 23 (tue)
12nn-2pm > 2nd yr
LATE ENROLEES oct29(M), 30(T), 31(W) 2-4pm > all year levels
REMINDER: Bring valid ID, latest Registration Form, & clearance form on enrolment day. Be in proper uniform. No proxy allowed.
Classes Begin - November 5, 2007
TO ALL CFAD IRREGULAR STUDENTS Pre-Advising of Subjects October 23(tue)
10am-12nn > 2nd yr
ADV-F304-F305
NOTE: Department heads and faculty-advisers delegated during the Pre-advising will advise only on the specified dates and time.
CFAD Table of Fees 2nd Semester, A.Y. 2007-2008
DOWN TOTAL FEES TOTAL FEES PAYMENT w/installment w/full
ADVERTISING ARTS 1st yr 19,500.00 38,343.40 37,843.40 2nd yr 20,400.00 40,108.00 39,608.00 3rd yr 20,300.00 39,960.35 39,460.35 4th yr 20,900.00 41,120.00 40,620.00
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there you go.
messages from miguel and jin will be forwarded to everyone tomorrow. amp. hindi pa nga ko pinapayagan e. amp talaga. haha.
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just came back from another victor lorza 10th street house party. this one's a bit different. drinking wasnt the priority, everything's too casual to be true, and it was even fun! we are just so comfy and free and friendsy friendsy (in a way).
my goodness, we're maturing arent we. drinking's a bore. vices are uncool. coolness is just a fallacious myth.
too bad weirdom's still as alive as ever.
more than anything else, im so disappointed of you. i miss your hugs though, but im too sad.
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oh my gawwd! miracle!!!
You Are 40% Evil
A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.
anong most dangerous? pocha! 40% nga lang e! akala ko nga 140% ako e! heh! leche! mabait ako!
and besides all out kaya ung evil ko. wala ng natira inside. bahala ka sa buhay mong test ka!
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clean up day!
it's so weird waking up and figuring you've got the whole day ahead of you wihtout anything to really look forward to. i mean, that's a good thing, because normally, ive got work to look forward to every single day.
stuff to do this sembreak: 1. organize bags 2. learn to paint nails in red, black, and pink! (on separate occasions) 3. finally make a new blog layout 4. lipton red iced tea picnic with pao in the garden 5. trinoma with anyone! preferably, the girls! 6. date my bryski in a karinderya in stop n shop 7. date pauline in a mall. omg! haircut! 8. practice figure drawing 9. get an ipod classic. woohoo! 10. pizza night with my sisters. or nuggets arent bad. 11. treat my mom at starbucks 12. get sweet stuff for everyone. 13. surprise pao's mom with something real soon! 14. party party party. 15. 3 pair of shades, 2 puma shoes, and the 2 bottles of infallable. 16. read whatever books.
im barely doubting ill get all this stuff done, but oh well, atleast ive got choices to do when im bored.
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today is clean up day! remove all traces of 1st sem 2008! notes, whatever whatever.
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i super love this pic
..and i always always will!
short hair, long hair, even with the soooo out of season shades, pouty lipos forevery!
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Practice.
The only reason this post is ever made is to practice my cap letters. Yup. The first letter in every sentence and my letter "I"s. Ughhhh. I feel so loserish writing this. Don get me wrong, I will glady settle for nerdom. But well, it's such a hassle, and it makes me feel im writing too formally.
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The sem's over and everyone's making such a big fuss over the block outing. Wow Cool! Block outing.
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im sorry i even attempted that caps thingy, ok? i cant do it. i just cant!
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so, the block outing. grabe, im ready to rip my soul off me if i dont get to go. :( wouldn't that be disastrous? the moment i get my mom's yes, im rushing to the mall getting the most decent bikini ever. bikini, yes, but nothing too tiny. the challenge is finding the flattering bikini that says "BIKINIS ARE OKAY. BIKINI WEARERS ARE NOT SLUT. THIS IS THE STANDARD OF SWIMMING OUTFITS AND ITS JUSSST FINE. :)"
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i hate you. :( buti pa ung iba.
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some say that inner happiness is better than makeup. bull.
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misfits about public greeting and girls without class
its a pity seeing "not-so-pretty-AT-ALL" looking fashionista girls. seriously. what's sad is, they may probably look better without their attempts at fashion. ughhh.. poor girls. who knows, maybe they just dont have any personality or whatsoever.
but something's much more pitiful, i swear. lets take a rich rich girl with no class or demureness for example. dont get me wrong..im not talking about myself as you may be so cruelly concluding. im not talking about anybody else, either.(?) this is just a hypothetical situation that needs further discussing.
so, as i was saying, rich, rich and extra rich girls with the proper amount of fashion ready to be pulled off, a designer sc..... oh stop it. too much infos, too much too much.
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the problem with me is i do not have the social capacity to say hi. WAAAAAHH! HOW DO YOU FUCKING DO IT? i mean, oh yeah, fine, you're introduced to person A and you say hi and compliment her on her nice hair or him on his nice pair of jeans. you say bye, nice meeting you, yadayadayadayada...
THEN, you see person A after a week. you know each other and are very much aware of your presences, but well, i dart my eyes away in ALL OTHER DIRECTION except her's (im very good at that) and conveniently there's no need to say hi. hindi mo cia nakita e.
oh whatver fuck. she knows you saw her and she definitely saw you, but you shift your gaze away as if you have an awful lot in your mind.
HOW DO YOU SAY HI!!??!?!?! MY GOODNESS!! I WILL NEVER HAVE FRIENDS EVER AGAIN!
waahhh, nica.. sorry to all dozens and dozens of friends you've introduced to me PROPERLY which i pathologically semi-unconciously snub. sniff. sorry to all paolo's classmates, too all my PE buddies (pag PE lang kami buddies), everyone i met in summer, and to everybody else. oh and to gel whom i snub with love every single day. :* love you.
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thursday part ii
let's seee. my thurdays are primarily composed of waiting for paolo and... hmmmm, that's basically it. ive been up since 12 and he's still not here. he hasnt had the slightest sleep in 2 days. goodness, he's turning into this workaholic rooster head. AND I REALLY REALLY MISS HIM, my roosterhead :((!
the only decent conversation ive had with him this week is arguing because he had his haircut in this cheap salon near the palengke and darrn, was i mad? i mean, I TAKE CARE OF HIS HAIR! I LOVE IT AS MUCH AS I LOVE MY OWN! and you do know how i love my hair, dont we all?
sheesshh.. talk about vanity.
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AM I GETTING AN IPOD PA KAYA!?!?!? i reaally want lots and lots of stuff. but i want an ipod classic too. :( poor me!
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you know what i miss blogging about? flirting. with guys who dont read my blog so i can go on writing about our flirtage! ughhh. but oh well. i dont realy need that! seriously! paolo's enough of a flirt to satisfy all my flirting needs!
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you see, the more you acknowledge something, the worse it gets.
gawd, i miss paolo. even if ji says he looks like a rooster now. :( and im, without the slightest doubt, prettier than him already. anyhoos, ive got lot of work to do and im doing all of em half heartedly. plus, im gaining weight. hmmm.
newest addiction: CHEESECAKES!
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i miss you. go home!
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