i really need to change my layout. something that DOES NOT have my face on it!
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i do not know anyone who's soooo happy this days. i think happiness took a vacation somewhere. somewhere distant i suppose. there's no trace of it. im guessing it just upadates us with daily posts (flashes of happiness and no more), yadayadayada.
so, anyone who feeels soo fucking happy, please tell me as soon as possible. i need lessons. i think a whole bunch of us does. ugh. we're all like sick. this is an epidemic!!
something's wrong but we're all just sooo tired of fixing things up.
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i believe i need to get drunk soon. lets see. how uptight am i the past few [god knows how long]. i do not leave the house with friends. i do not date-date paolo. i do my plates on long periods of time. i get high grades. when i know something's bad, i dont do it. i dont smoke or drink, (its not like i reallly like doing stuff like those anyway). i dont pAAArty. i barely "dress up"-"dress up".
my social skills are draining along with my fashionability thingy.
gaawwwddddd.. we need a party here. yoohoo!! can somebody arrange something??? anti-emo year!
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on the other hand. other other other hand. wala. there's no "on the other hand". there's no bright side, at the moment. everything just a musky gray sky. everything looks like mud. that's soo poetic (in a non-cliche way). IM GETTING THE WRITING MOJO BACK! THAT'S A BRIGHT SIDE!!
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p.s. here's another possible bright side:
we're starting to get along after a "some" time.
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
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