irritating
i feel so drained of energy right now, but i just have to get this off my chest:
my heart breaks every single time you leave, maski na kukuha ka lng ng tubig, and now you seem to leave a lot. you can go on this long withou talking to me, without bothering. fine, maybe you do try, but you're not hurt at all. and i feel like lost everytime. cheezy, i know, but well you can be cheesy all you want when you're this sad.
ganto ba talaga to??
you're the only one who keeps me sane, but you're drifting. and you dont care. where are you?
i hate myself. im so clingy, i know. kadiri. before i entered this relationship, i swore to god and all my fashion skills that i will never be clingy, not even if you want me to be (which you do). look at me now, though... i stick like a leech.
i dont want to go on like this. my principles are royally messed up. they were gradually altered into this sort of disgusting mentality that girls in love alone develop. basta, its soo bad. i dont like it. and i dont think anybody else does too for that matter. i think its called pestering
i should stop bothering you. i have to get used to this.
graaaabbeeeee... please stop na.
im depressed. hopefully not clinically depressed, there's just something so appaling with being crazy. (why do i effing have to put that in!?)
i just want to sleep.
p.s. ang oa ko.
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
