rut
i am at the moment in one of my weirdest mood.
it makes me very much think that i am unhappy.
when i was at laguna, i've complained to a friend. something's missing. seriously, i believe that i have everything i could possibly want. maybe my expectations were so perfectly 'low' and they were adequately met, and that is why i think i am very superficially content (but really, i am speaking in the most babaw sense).
i am currenly drinking a glass of lipton red ice tea, ive been craving for this since last week. i'm in the gardenm which is a little too dark and too empty. and i am alone.
what is wrong with me?
maybe, i am happy. i just dont know it.
gaawwwd im weird.
im officially in a rut. for no reason.
i need a good book now.
once again, i've just proved i am mentally disoriented.
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
