anti girl
its the first time in my existence ever that i wish i were born a guy for a reason other than be my dad's son.
i want to be a guy so that my life would be laidback and fuzz free. no more need to be the uptight little miss for me. id live on jeans, chucks, flipflops, shirts and polos and sneakers. ahhh comfort. and gym bags, backpacks, and messenger bags and watches here and there. id be a lot healthier and there would be no need to be pretty for anyone to notice me. all you need is presence and personality.
hindi na ko mababastos ever. PUTANGFUCKINGINA! I FUCKING SUPER HATE PERVERTS IN MANILA! well, all perverts i hate. they make my life miserable. i just want to die right now. putang ina naman.
i want to be a guy so that id be less emotional. i want to be physically stronger. I HATE BEING EMOTIONAL. i hate tears, i hate the drama, i hate the highschoolness of anything. i hate pale pink, i hate flowers, i hate ribbons. why cant we girls just pull each other's hair and get it over with? why think of the wittiest silliest yet most insulting words?
id be more involved if i were a guy. i would seriously be less vain. id probably be some superficial morena liking dude, who just wants the pretty girlfriend props then go on with all the extracurriculars. i wont be such a measly coward, and id be in law. or maybe an architect if i were still a coward. id be a jerk perhaps.
who knows.
i just want to be a guy so that i can skip all the stupid girly stuff. i hate these stuff about girls. minsan, madalas, girls are just so fucking tanga. pacute kasi e. props.
i know i used to be a manhater before i met paolo. i realized that maybe i just hate them because i cant be like them. im a girl, fragile, weak and stupid. i strive to be strong, calm, powerful and straightforward. just like the men or some girls who found then man-ness and became powerful.
i just hate the weakness.
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what's a girl?
"I just think of a man and remove all reason and accountability."
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
