reality check
its a wonder why we keep trying to live our lives as if we are in a book, or a movie, or in my case in a fashion magazine. pero its true. that's everyone's basis of what is perfect... or 'ideal' rather, to make it less striking.
...
its officially friday today. meaning, the week is almost done. three more weeks and back to school we are. three more weeks is a lot though, to be honest. i could do a lot in a week actually. this week, all i did is waste my money on superficial stuff, hang out with my sis, or be with pao. and watch the news a little, read magazines, newspapers, process my atm, or just as i am doing at the moment, waste my summer online.
obviously i found a lot of other stuff i want, pencil skirts costing more or less hundreds of dollars, vintage bags costing more than a few thousand pesos, a vintage shades from ebay for only 500php, a second hand pretty adidas 5.5 sneakers, etc etc etc. but, i wont get any of those. IVE GOT ENOUGH CLOTHES! WHY CANT I JUST COMPREHEND THAT FULLY!
...
paolo will not wear anything from ukay. he's this principles little brat, with a lot of fucking dignity and shit. haaayy.. well, i cant blame him. i bought a pair of EXTREMELY PRETTY PAIR OF WHITE (faux) SNAKESKIN PUMPS on quadrillion the other other other day and its just ooohhh ssooo pretty! but it just kills my feet! seriously! i went to my highschool yesterday to get my sister's umm papers and all, and i seriousy felt my feet being amputated!
so anyway, i saw my religion teacher. she's this tibo-ish supposedly cool a bit kinda pretty alumnae from my school and she was flabbergasted to see me! i was kinda dragging my feet behind, encrusted by the torturous pretty pair of shoes, ... okay whatevr.
the thing is, she said, "my god, you look amazing!". AHAHAHHAHAHA!! well, i deserved that and coming from a former tibo at that! ahhahahah! this just confirms how hideous i looked when i was in st.paul.
...
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
