9:53am
eyes puffy as hell,
i feel so numb but my heart's beating its way off my chest,
my limbs feel like they're going to fall off any minute now,
any thoughts are still as stubborn as they were ever,
body clock is bitching on me again... through insomnia. what's new.
my fingers take effort to bend,
im an emotional mess.
im a mess.
mess mess mess mess mess mess mess
im scared that someone's going to knock on my door. they'll see me like this. i dont want to know if im wrong. i dont want the fact that i hurt people rubbed on my face. i dont want anything.
i dont know what im doing. i dont know what my objectives are. i know im hurting. i know im almost burning in hell. i know that i dont know whether im right or wrong. i dont know.
im sorry my happily ever after prince. i know that this hurts.
but i want the time right now please.
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
