vanity is the best policy
so, it really is my worst (or possibly best) vice: vanity. id rather not talk about what i did today, i just want to say that im vain. maybe because im insecure. i know that i am. VANITY FIRST REVEALED ITSELF WHEN SOMEONE SAW SOMEONE BETTER THAN SHE IS. cuter, prettier, sexier firstly. then she finds someone who's smarter, more eloquent, more talented. the she finds someone who's better dressed. then she finds someone funnier, nicer, sweeter, loveable (not that i realy wanted to be any of the latter, im just stating that for the purpose of instruction).
all those stuff, ive written above... its pretty troubling for someone who wants to be the best in everything. but never is.
everytime you become the best in one thing, someone crushes your heart by beating you head on.
...so anyway, that's not the point. my point is im too vain for my own good.
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another vice i've definitely gotta stop is judging people. i know stereotyping people is just so inevitable, but when i read something from someone's blog... i realized how the same we all actually are.
people are not like me. i am secret-less. macci is macci... and unfortunately, that's it. no mystery no nothing. you can figure me out in a sec. im predictable. but still, im too much. i try not to overwhelm people anymore... i dont know whether its working or not.
as i was saying, people arent like me. they've got secrets, there's something else under the judegements i mercilessly dress them in.
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pao says:
"is she vain or is she vain? T_T i've been through hell because of that damn PMS thing. everfy night talaga honey... well anyway it dun matter i love you!! "
i love you too.
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
