spoiled brat that i am
its is very rarely that i feel im a spoiled brat. some can say that i USUALLY am one, and some may claim that im not. it all, i guess, depends on ones standards of being spoiled.
lately ive been getting the stuff i WANT too often. not too easily, just too often. ive spent more than my usual monthly spenditure.. but im still not contented. gawwdd, whats wrong with me. how dare i spend all these money when a)there are hungry people out there, b) i dont earn my money, and c) i dont even fucking need these. i always dont need everything.
what's really bothering me is that my insights toggle between two options, no area in between. its either i feel like such an undeserving spoiled brat who wastes resources and time or i feel that i want more more more!
tangina. i know for a fact that im just being swayed by media.. im buying the so called must haves that people can actually live without. ok lang kung i just buy the esentials, BUT IM BUYING IN EXTREME AMOUNTS.
maybe im just being sour with the good fortune im having. i should just enjoy it, i really just should. i dont know....
besides summer 2007 fashion sucks so much i havent bought any item of clothing yet. arrrrrrrrrrrggghhhhhh im going crazy!!!!!! :((
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
