supposed resolutions.
if there's something about louise i very much like, it would be her ability to shut up (which ive never been, in my whole life apt at) and her disregard of what people think about her.
that, my dear readers, is 2007 resolution no.1.
1. NOT BE LOUD!
so, about the fact that im very much unlikeable. i dont really know if ive already decided to live with it yet. the verity that there's not gray area between the options of LIKING MACCI A GREAT DEAL and HATING MACCI WITH ALL YOUR SOUL, it brings very little comfort. i know i have enough people to like me, that makes me secure.
BUT OMFG!!, WHAT THE HELL'S WRONG WITH ME! well, to be honest, their really is a great variety of reasons to hate me. you can choose which of these is most convenient of you to hate, or better yet make a combo! add one fault to another.
im tactless, loud, obnoxious, judegmental, superficial, uneasy to please, bullying, insecure, too secure, airy, corny, cocky, overconfident, mayabang, selfish, insensitive, demanding, bossy, obsessive compulsive, weird, unmanageable, envious, materialistic, unladylike, vain, irresponsible, too outspoken, magastos, forgetful, liberated, too free-thinking, moody, luxurious, clumsy, nakakasawa, temperemental, undemure, complicated, AND SO ON!!!!!!! SUPER DAMI PA! KIDDING ASIDEE! and set them all up with a pair of eyes which automatically makes irap or does the ever so popular "elevator eyes".
my friends, new and old, would agree is i say that im "too much". macci in overwhelming doses is just toxic.
i think ive just lost all the wonderful traits i used to have. i used to have the knack of making people happy... NOT LAUGH! just happy. i used to be very thoughtful. i used to be very smart. i used to get people whom i want to like me, like me (even if ive been so good at making people i want to hate me hate me ever since. lets call it a talent).
ohhh fuck. in the end, as usual, ill just MAKE MYSELF BELIEVE, that these, everythinG!, these faults are what make me interesting.
im not in the mood to make any more resolutions now. id end up being a good person, if i do. and that wouldnt be macci at all, would it?
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
