cry cry cry... i need to get hold of myself
its long and insignificant. this would bore you completely. and to save you the time, stop reading, as this is really really not interesting!
60% of my time at home is spent over obsessing about fashion, or about being fashionable. grabe! i know i should stop it already. dr.house said that having an addiction is not necessarily a problem, but in my case, i guess it is. ive become less productive. i spend an hour infront of the mirror once a week and an average of an hour surfing the net and reading about fashion daily. and to think, i dont even watch tv because i want the time! i need the time.
at the moment im craving, itching, dying for a pair of flats from sapato manila, a fashion magazine is propped on my lap, and im going crazy.
geno's starting a fashion blog. ive always thought of starting one, but i dont think im quite ready for that yet. i cant just write about fashion and fashion alone. that's not vast enough for me, though it does consume an awful lot of posts. awful awful lot, it does!
pao, on the other hand, says enough is enough. my mom knows i just addoorreee fashion. more than anything else, i guess, its the art i get to indulge in the most. but she doesnt know that i have a problem already!
maybe its not a problem... maybe im just over reacting, and im just scared of losing money! ofcourse, that must be it. but if it isnt a problem, how come i keep on promising myself that the previous buy would be the last buy until summer, then splurge on another item. AND TO THINK I BARELY GET TO DRESS UP!
get a hold of yourself, will you please. first of all, even if you can afford these stuff, that doesnt mean you have to! seriously, you wont die if you dont get to buy those pair of shoes! you've got a couple of dozen useable and still stylish footwear tucked in the shoe closets! im not being cocky about it, since more than half of these are more than two years old, but for the love of god, why dont you start using them for a change. you've got a knack for old things and they arent half bad!
deeep breaathhh..... if it fits you well and it looks perfect on you, go buy it BUT LET IT BE THE LAST BUY TILL THE END OF THE SEM! save up for bora!! get someone else to buy you havaianas... and besides havaianas are almost out! its either them or havaianas or none... not both!
and stop thinking about it.
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
