judgements
i have to get over being judgemental as soon as possible. i really have to already. i've had two major wake-up calls today from two very different situations, all which impacted greatly on how i view things.
must i elaborate pa? should i even give details??
.to you. im sorry. i swear. my bad. completely. you deserve none of it... you really really really dont. we love you so very much and now na nahurt ka nmn, lalo ka nmn love. :( . wla na.. di na tayo magiging deep friends... and well, i deserve it. haahha. im so good at fucking things up with my cruelty, aint i? i hate me too i know. i've no idea how to make it up. and i cannot believe im still making a big deal out of this! especially now pa when the actual best thing to do about it is burry it along with the other faulty first impressions. i wish she didnt lie either, but i understand her more than completely. i can even add up reasons why she didnt say so when she should have! hellooww??
....................please please let me make it up.
.to you. i was mean, but i cant help it. you were just so annoying. people really act like this when they know less you know. you dont have to understand and there's nothing we can really do about this. im sorry, though. im insensitive and right now im not proud of it. you're in more trouble than i expected you to be in. its nothing petty, something that i should've understood and personally considered long long before pa. people are stupid. between us, i guess i am the lesser person.
im sorry. :( ayoko na. pagod na ko magpademonyo. how come the evil things are always the easiest things to do. bat dapat ganun pa? there are so many good things i should be doing but im not. demonita talaga ko and right now, even if it sounds cute, i should stop.
.to the other you. you're annoying too. i swear id be nicer.
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