on deep and shallow stuff.. as usual
in a very weird way, im making college socially highschool. all the backstabbing, nitpicking, and social climbing. the only difference is everything's done inside one small circle of people which very much makes everything easier for the likes of yours truly.
the sisterhood of the be-ribboned school shoes
(copyright of KKK)
i know very well that im being mean. (NATURALLY, AS YOU ARE ALL AWARE OF BY NOW). ive hated a lot of people in the block, all having no VALID reason. none of them's really done anything cruel to me. heck, ive even spent some time knowing these people.
senior year did teach me to backstab and to function "plastic-ally". to think, ive spent my whole life before that despising pretentious people. then here i am, the hypocrite.
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nica writes in this 3"x3" 100 leaf notebook about her feeling. uncensored. unfiltered. and dare i say, UNDILLUTED! just like my very own vanity.
i know im this diary-obsessed bitch who used to spend every moment of her life cooped up in her room to write. nothing of importance, just feelings. it's an "outlet". some people, take my dearest sister for example, need it. bottled up emotions are dangerous.
i dont know why i never write that way. unconscious of who might be reading. with no care of how id sound. even in really actually PERSONAL diaries, im still such a sick grammatical perfectionist.
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i know that manolo blahnik definitely dont like her but i like 90's very own POSH SPICE!! mrs.beckham's sexy, even if her boobs are really fake. but she's fashionable and sexy and classy looking and pretty nonetheless.
from her new fashion book
paolo's gonna love her.
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posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
