superficiality and petty things. as always.
i need plum colored peep toe patent kitten heels ok? if that is ever possible. and my budget is .5kphp. found patent kitten heels, not very round toe, for .360kphp in sm makati BUT I DIDNT GET IT BECAUSE 'THAT' didnt go well with my skinny jeans. spent a thousand bucks on my sisters, including three pair of socks for my sisters yesterday.
i also need the 1.5k worth of patent cushiony bag with pretty gold lock from people are people(i dont know what they're quite called yet. HAHA!) and 1.2k worth of OVERSIZED (perfect!) cushiony brown patent bag from MUST-HAVE in glorietta.
i haven't bought any of those compulsary items and im already losing all my money, but i dont think i mind. i think i might actually start believing that im rich. which is quite pathetic since i live in this unimproving third-world district.
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i want to so something fun with people right now. maybe a few hours singing with my friends in a karaoke bar, or drinking, bar-hopping. i dont know! i just really want to do something fun with MY FRIENDS. old ones or new ones, what does it matter! im a teenager! but fun mean SPENDING MONEY, believe it or not. and i no longer have those! but i do have nice clothes. i have so many clothes and not enough opportunity to show them off. yes, i am quite aware of how cocky a bitch i am, but id appreciate it if you just back off and let me be.
i know that im gradually turning into this insecure bimbo who suffers an almost incurable superiority complex and finds joy in judging AND degrading people. after further reflections, it is now safe to assume that this isnt doing me any good at all. sooner or later id be hating myself inconsiderably and clinging to superficiality to keep myself sane.
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stpaul's year book 05-06 is taking so long to be released. FUCK THEM! EVERYONE'S ALREADY PAID 800PHP OR SO FOR THAT BUT PEOPLE NEVER GET THEIR OWN COPIES OF IT!
well, i dont really want to remember my batch or anything. i just really want to see what they said about me. :D
but i think i still would rather not have them anyhows. i know quite well that i look like a clown their.
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
