Outcast
there we go. that's the word we're looking for. 'outcast'. in four years time, give or take, i'll be graduating friendless. i may be rather rowdy MOST OF THE TIME and makwela or kalog, i still think im this kind of absurd introvert. im not mysterious, im not even secretive, im just... hmm. im just really not acquaintance material. im such a bore if you must know. new people exites me big time, but its rare for me to find people to love and cling to for more than a short period of time. these special people.
the only one who has ACTUALLY, not a tiny tint of doubt to that, passed the so-called 'test of time', is pau. pauline, my five year best friend, turning six on october 10. she's the only friend whom i dont need to be highmaintenance to. what can i say, i am high maintenance. AND AS YOU MIGHT IN THIS BLOG REALIZE, i lead such a boorrrinng life.
i miss hon, btw. i dont care who gets to read this anymore, i just want to say that i miss you, sweetie. i've been so in love with you these days. ahihihi. you give me those weird funny and sweet shivers again. i love you.
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
