
ads and archi trivialities
it's be so cool if i were a nerd.

i have just confirmed my slot in UST's Advertising Art. it didnt't much occur to me that its Fine Arts as a degree i'll be taking. it's kind of like Ads is different from Fine Arts, though relatively true.
i have always seen fine arts as somewhat trivial. like, "what the hell? anyone can fucking pass that" kind of trivial. the doubt of pursuing the course still lingers somewhere in my mind and it bothers me. it's like, i really am choosing architecture over advertising, and im so going to miss everything in architecture.
why am i scared of architecture in the first place? it's probably because i dont want having any sort of help from my parents, because it feels like still living on their allowances, which would be inevitable if i went for archi. im not very bad at math, really, and in archi it's like all covered with math stuff... which is just fine. maybe i was threatened with their future curriculum such as "masonry" and "sanitary plumbing systems" and all that, which i very much find hilarious yet not quite interesting. my folks assure me that it'd be a cinch, like it's just a single petty and easily surpassable obstacle. all that assistance and background would help.
it's just a little much (if not very) higher than advertising and id be adept at both fields and im scared to miss anything. and architecture is one of UST's center of excellence... which is a big thing!
im thinking of the impossible too. what if i just take archi after advertising arts? i did prioritize advertising more than archi, so i should take it first.
but archi does sound tempting.
i would be such a great evidence for my previously passed thesis on stupid parental influence.
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |