ending things
graduation isn't as emotional as i expected. maybe, like everything else including love, sex, marriage, getting your period and prom night, it's just over-rated.
i haven't been with my friends since graduation. unmade and forever gone are the plans of out-of-town trips, college gimiks, all-nighters, summer partying, scrapbooks, makeovers and friends forever promises.
parties are as scarce. and i barely go out of the house. no summerjob or whatsoever to waste my time on. just good old-fashioned sleeping, surfing, reading, writing, phoning and a little watching tv.
it's just so depressing because i expected graduation to have an o-so-emotional impact, when actually it's just leaaving your fucking highschool. period. no looking over the past and crying while reminiscing. no nothing.
posted by the irresistably conceited Jenni |
